"It's Not My Time" by 3 Doors Down.
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Violet was tromping through the forest at night, moonlight occasionally cutting through the trees. She didn't know how late it was, but it had to be late.
And then she heard it. She couldn't be sure she heard it.
Looking back at the beginning of this
And how life was
Just you and me loving all of our friends
Living life like an ocean
But now the current's only pulling me down
It's getting harder too breath
It won't be to long and I will be going under
Can you save me from this?
And then, there it was again.
HELP ME. . . HELP ME . . .
Cause it's not my time I'm not going
There's a fear in me it's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh but I won't go
She stopped in her tracks, looking behind her for the source of the noise.
HELP ME. . . HELP ME . . .
I look ahead to all the plans that we made
And the dreams that we had
I'm in a world that tries to take them away
Oh but I'm taking them back
Cause all of this time I've just been too blind to understand
What should matter to me
My friends this life we live, it's not what we have
It's what we believe in
She looked around, confused.
The voice, though sounding very familiar, didn't seem to be coming from one particular source.
Cause it's not my time I'm not going
There's a fear in me but it's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But it's not my time I'm not going
There's a will in me and now I know that
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh but I won't go
I won't go
And then, suddenly, she could see the silhouette of a figure, walking towards her.
HELP ME. . . HELP ME . . .
There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
Violet abruptly turned away, running and slipping past trees. She could hear the figure catching up.
And then, suddenly, she felt a pair of arms around her knees, and she crashed to the ground.
But it's not my time I'm not going
There's a fear in me it's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But it's not my time I'm not going
There's a will in me and now it's gonna show
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh
"Help me . . . please. . ." the figure rasped, and Violet looked up at her attacker.
Moonlight slightly illuminated the figure, and Violet screamed.
The figure was herself, wild-eyed and desperate, the whites of her eyes particularly popping out at her in the dim light.
"Help me!" this Violet wailed, stretching her arms to the other Violet, who was scared out of her wits.
There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
And Violet woke up, screaming her lungs out.
But I won't go
No I won't go down
Yeah
She shivered, hearing in the distance, a little voice in her head, pleading with her, begging her to help her.
