Finding True Love

by GoldenEyedBrat

When Edward leaves, will Bella be able to pick up the pieces and find true love, or will she be alone forever? Bella/Jasper eventually. Rated M just to be on the safe side. Please R&R.

1. Chapter 1

Author's Note: Hey guys, this is my first fic so please be patient.

Story Name: Finding True Love

Pairing: Bella/Jasper

Rated: M

Disclaimer: I don't own anything but my characters. Sadly I don't even own Jasper but he is always welcome in my home ;). Now, on with the story.

BPOV

I didn't even want a party for my birthday. I told her as much.

She didn't listen and now I have stitches in my arm and a crushing hole in my chest where my heart was.

For two weeks now, I haven't been able to keep anything down and going to school is traumatizing. I alienated my friends because of him, and now instead of being supportive, they rub it in my face. If something doesn't change soon, I might fail out of high school.

I can't think, I can't focus and all I can see are those eyes. Those haunting, accusing gold eyes when he told me he didn't want me. He didn't love me. He never loved me.

I sat in my room just crying. That's all I've done for what seems to be forever.

Charlie keeps telling me that I should call Jake, but he wouldn't understand even if I could even attempt to explain it.

I tried emailing Alice, just to make sure they're real. That they exist. It keeps coming back saying address does not exist.

I can't keep living like this! Charlie hasn't gotten a decent nights sleep since it happened either, between his worry and my night terrors waking him up.

I miss him. I shouldn't. But I do.

When will the pain stop? I need to see them any of them. Touch them. Know they are real.

CHARLIE POV

Ever since those Cullens left Bella has barely said two words to me. She wont eat and definitely wont tell me what happened.

I need to get her to talk to someone. Maybe Jake could pull it out of her.

Unfortunately, all she'll do is nod whenenver I suggest that she call him. Maybe she's not ready yet.

AN- Sorry it's so short but we don't wanna watch too much of this horribly deppressed Bella when there is happiness to come, do we? Please don't throw stuff at me. This is my first fic. Please review, the good the bad the awesome and the ugly just please please reaview.