The characters belong to JE and the song belongs to The Police
Warning: Angst
I'll Be Watching You
Every breath you take
And every move you make
Every bond you break, every step you take
I'll be watching you
I sat there in my car looking at that all too familiar structure. You were there with him. A light appeared. That was the window to the room where he was taking you. He was going to forever claim what should be mine, what was once mine. From now on you were going to spend every night in his bed and he was going to spend every night making love to you. I detested what was happening, I was powerless to do anything about it and yet I was frozen here somehow unable to leave.
Every single day
And every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay
I'll be watching you
I despised him and I hated you for choosing him. I knew about the dinners at your parent's house, I put up with the jokes about you destroying his cars and I tried to keep my cool when I noticed you wearing his clothes. I even dealt with you staying at his place on occasion and his constant visits to your apartment. None of it mattered to me because deep down I was sure that one day you would choose me.
Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Now you'll never again be mine. You are his; mind, body and soul. I'll never forget the happiness in your eyes or the smile on your face the day you told me. I hate him; I have since that day you showed such an interest in him. I told you not to get involved but like always you wouldn't listen. I'll still watch you; make sure you're okay when you do something crazy. I'll still be there if you need me but only because no matter how much you deny it a part of you will always belong to me.
Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night, I can only see your face
I look around, but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold, and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please,
It's been six months and you're still in my head. I wake up to your scent on my pillows. The clothes you left behind still hang in my closet. I can't make myself throw away that jar of olives in my fridge or the hamster food in my cabinet. It's been six months and you are still with him. I heard the wedding was nice. I regretted the invitation. I told you all along how I felt about him; I wasn't about to be there to watch you marry the guy.
Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Two years have passed, you're still with him and I'm still watching you. People see me as a tough guy that doesn't care about anything or anyone but every time I let myself think about you with him it makes me angry. Most of all it makes me weak. I've never been weak and it's killing me. What the hell were you thinking picking him over me?
Every move you make, every step you take
I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you
I could have given you anything. With me you could have become Wonder Woman. I guess the only thing I couldn't do for you was the one thing you wanted most. He gave it to you, you became Mrs. Joseph Morelli.