Author's Note: MVO is in italics. This chapter is short I know the rest will be longer.

"The trouble with love is, it makes you do things...things you wouldn't dream of".

Scene: Meredith and Derrick having sex in the exam room at the prom.

"It makes you feel things...things that scare the hell out of you".

Scene: Christina in Burke's room holding his hand both of them silent, Christina still looking terrified at the thought of losing her "edge".

"It makes you say things...things you think you should have never said".

Scene: George and Callie in the hall way of the hospital her crying telling him that she opened up - she told him she loved him and he couldn't say it back.

"It makes you hurt those who love and care for you the most".

Scene: Richard sitting alone at his desk thinking about what Adele said to him...she had known all that time she had known about Ellis.

"And sometimes, well sometimes love just completely destroys you".

Scene: Izzie walking out of the hospital George and Alex following her, she is walking down the front steps in her beautiful gown looking completely broken.

Meredith stood there between the two men frozen, in her mind she was going through the nights events they were almost sureal she was in a fog and then she heard it, he was calling her name again. "Meredith", Derrick said. He had the most pained yet confused look on his face as if it should be an easy choice for her, easy for her to forget about plans and birthing ponies and just walk away with him.

As she stood there she couldn't help but think that time was standing still, she was trying to come up with an excuse, any excuse to get the hell out of there, almost hoping Addison would walk in to ask her husband if he was ready to go home. She laughed to herself - the one time I would actually be happy to see Addison and where is she now?

Meredith knew she had to do something the situation was completely unbearable and the longer the three of them stood there the more the tension rose.

Finally Meredith looked at Finn, "I drove" she said almost not recognizing her own voice, "ummm...here I mean I drove here" she looked up at him to see confusion in his eyes, "OK", Finn said with a sigh, he took one step closer to her, " I will call you tomorrow, please tell Izzie I am sorry".

He leaned into kiss her for Finn this was a moment of truth he knew she had told him about being scary and damaged but he really wasn't sure what was going on between the two of them, if she pulled away or turned her head he would know, he would know where scary and damaged came from, who scary and damaged came from...

So this is my first attempt please review let me know how I can do better, what I need to change, ect. I will update Sunday / Monday. Thanks!