Hello again. I'm back...

long time no see?

speak?

Write?

I don't even bloody know anymore, all I know is I've been gone for fucking ever. Like almost two years I think:/ so hello to anyone who is reading this I am alive, not dead. Well maybe a little on the inside...

Just a little life update. I've been trying to sort my life out and get my shit together tbh. If anyone even cares or wants to know lol. I turned 19 in January so...that was fun ._.

I've got a job now...yay.

Anywho *awkward cough* I saw my baby Mr. Connor Jessup himself posting on Instagram the other day and got inspired to write another fallingskies story.

As some of you may know if you've read my story's or have followed me for a while that I love Connor and his character on the show 'Ben' so my story's normally revolve around him.

Well not normally because they always fucking do. #noshame

Anyways it's about 2:00am over here in the UK and I can't sleep so what's a better time to post a fic?

I haven't abandoned the fandom. Fallingskies will forever have a place in my heart. My cold, black heart. So I will try and continue to write more for the fandom as I've noticed a lot of other writers haven't updated in a while which is sad:/ but then again I've been missing for I don't even know how long so I can't judge. People have lives they need to live and shit they need to do so...you do you.

Also I apologise for my god dam awful spelling in my older story's truly. I was reading through some a little while ago and fuck my life someone shoot me. Honestly I have half a mind to go back and edit all of them! Or just delete them all together-_- But I was young (ish) and let's just say spelling isn't my number on fan okay. still to this day I'm shit at spelling so I apologise in advance for any mistakes.

(Lord give me strength)

If anyone is still out there and wants me to continue doing stuff for the fandom let me know by reviewing or just a simple follow will let me know people are alive out there lol.

I know someone recently reviewed saying they would like a story (Ben/Jimmy) were Ben is becoming more of a hybrid/Animal with fangs and such, like my other story 'show me your teeth' with them being 'mates and all'. (You'd understand if you've read the story) So I shall try and get something up for you as soon as I can! And thankyou for loving my work:)

Disclaimer:

First off I promised someone I would write a Ben M-preg (spoiler alert is you didn't already know what the story was going to be about :P) fucking AGESSSS AGO and I Always keep my promises. Just hope this lives up to there expectations if they are still apart of the fandom *aha...nervous laughter.*

I do not own fallingskies or its characters *sad face*

This does contain M-preg, more specifically Alien M-preg. Does contain strong language, nudity, rape themes, gore and just people being creeps...so this is not for the faint of heart so if you don't like please feel free to turn away now.

Ben is my favourite character (ofc) and I'm really hoping to give him his time to shine in this fic. This is just a short teaser of what's coming;) so sorry if you find it really short, just trying to get back into writing again!

Anyways enjoy.

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He opens his eyes only to quickly shut them again, the sun is so bright he thought, but wasn't it night time when he left camp? Wait no not the sun...must be lights above his head.

He groans trying to sit up but found he was restrained by his hands and feet to an oddly warm and slimy table. A gust of what he could only assume was wind flew past him making him shiver and shudder violently, It didn't take him long to realise that he was completely naked Apart from a small black cloth covering his lower half.

"What the hell is going on.." He whispered to himself.

He could feel his face start to heat up as tears collected in the corners of his eyes, he could faintly hear familiar screeching noises in the back ground which instantly sent his spikes on edge crawling and itching to try and get away from the unknown surroundings, making the blond uncomfortable and scared. Where was he?

He struggled as much as he could against his restraints for who knows how long before giving up with a irritated growl, sweat beads forming on his forehead. These couldn't be normal restraints he thought, other wise he would of been able to break free of them by now which didn't help to ease his worries. His body was so drained and his eyes burned from un-shed tears as the lights above him continued to blaze down onto his exposed body.

Where was his dad and bothers he wondered.

Why was this happening to him! His mind screamed.

"Well Ben that's a good question to ask yourself now isn't it."

A voice came from behind him making him flinch and jump out of his skin, he tried to turn his head to see who it was but was unable to open his eyes due to the lights above him.

After a couple of seconds of unbearable silence He let out a shaky breath licking his lips.

"who's there? Why am I here"

He tried to sound calm but even he knew his voice came out slightly shaken.

No one answered.

"Please..just let me go.." Ben choked his throat becoming dry, tears threatening to fall.

Again he was met with silence.

The blonds heart almost shot out of his chest when footsteps started to make their way towards him agonising slowly only to stop next to the table. Ben didn't dare open his eye, scared of whom or what may be standing next to him.

After what he was sure was only seconds but felt like hours the form next to him leaned over his body, blocking out the lights above his eyes. He flinched away when he felt a cold hand stroke the side of his damp face. He must of started crying and not of even noticed...damit.

"Open your eyes sweet child of mine, your safe don't cry" the voice said in a way he could only describe as trying to be soothing, but to Ben it just sounded like nails on a chalk board.

Ben swallowed letting out another uneasy breath before pulling up the courage to open his eyes slowly. At first everything was blurry as his eyes took time trying to adjust to the drastic change in lighting, only being able to make out a black figure surround but white lights above his head, But his eyes soon were able to focus reviling the figure to be Karen? No this girl looked similar in every which way but at the same time completely different, but from what he could see through his glossy eyes this was definitely not the girl terrorist. Which he didn't know weather that made him happy or more scared.

Ben's brows drew together, confusion written all over his face as the girl above him smiled sweetly still stroking his cheek. Ben cringed another shiver shooting threw his spikes all the way down to his toes.

Ben pulled his head away as far as he could, clenching his hands into fists

"I'm going to ask you one more time who are you and why am I here!" He demanded.

The girl just sighed pulling back slightly, moving her hands to rest against Ben's right arm. The lights above them began turning down slightly to revile the room he was trapped in.

His hole body went cold as he tensed. He hadn't even realised he was shaking.

No...

Not this room.

Ben started to scream and thrash around on the table. His hole body burning and shaking violently, a wave of nausea hit Ben and he felt like at any moment he was going to be sick.

The girl ignored the blonds screams as she begun to prepare the vials of bright purple liquid.

Slowly she turned towards Ben, lowering the needle to the boys abdomen.

"P-please stop...what is that!? What are you doing!" Ben whispered not even trying to hide his fear anymore. The girl only grinned as she held Ben's body down with unnatural strength.

"Oh Benjamin, dear sweet Benjamin. We have such big plans for you..."

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I know...short as ever but never fear there is more to come! I'm just getting back into the swing of things okay:P trying to find my groove again.

As always please leave a review or follow the story. Let's me know you like it and want more.

Hopefully see you guys soon with another update!

:)