It's a Saiyuki thing. You are a girl, whose father was the master of Hell while your mother was the Goddess of all Heaven that gives you the best of both sides. Your name is Ryn and you are traveling with the Saiyuki guys. You are a demon more powerful than Goku and also a vampire,which means you have the wings and the teeth. You can control the elements with things you call spells, but you control your powers with a couple limiter bracelets. One more thing, having your parents being who they were, you are the Demon Goddess.

I was in the inn room just lounging about. Goku and Gojyo were raising all hell about some bandage that was too tight. Hakkai was talking to Hakaru about something, and I was mentally drawing a map, staking out the area where I could go to stay out of Sanzo's way. Sanzo shuffled in from an adjoining room. Goku's eyes got really big, he ran up to Sanzo and didn't look at his face. Sanzo askes "Where's my beer?" Goku ran over to the ice box and got one. Sanzo took one long sip and proceded to beat Goku over the head with his fan. "Damn monkey why the hell did you do that? You could have killed us all, don't you get that?" Sanzo finally released Goku and walked over to me. Goku ran over to Hakkai and whined, Hakkai told him to be quiet and three pairs of eyes turned in my direction.

Sanzo took one look at me and said one word. "Come." I got up and stood right in front of him. He tilted my head up and his eyes display a mix of anger, hate, gratitude and the smallest hint of amusement. He said something that made me think about what had happened and I burst into tears. The guys stood there helplessly and Sanzo look's at me and just let me cry. I flung my arms around him and mascara got all over his robe. He didn't notice because he was trying to pry me off of him. He didn't notice the mascara...yet. My mind raced back to only two days before.

(Ok time for a flashback)

We were in a little town that was home to a palm reader, I thought it might be fun to go see him. The guys were all for it accept for Sanzo, of course, god that guy was such a drag. Anyway you finally convince him to go, so when we got their Gojyo goes first. In his palm was tiger, none of us knew what the hell that it ment, Goku got food or starvation, Hakkai got happyness, Sanzo did it and got rain, and I got wily, sly, tricky, devilish, and beauty. The guys looked at me only to recive an impish grin. While we were walking back, the town had gotten still and it was kinda creepy. A shadow fell on me and it was none other than Kugaiji.

Goku had had enough of Kugaiji trying to steal the matena scripture. Gojyo had had enough of him hitting on me. About fifteen minutes later, Sanzo was practically dead, Goku was really pissed, and Hakkai, Gojyo and I were at loss for what to do. " So Ryn, how do you like me now." Kugaiji sneered. "Not anymore than before bastard. In fact I like you less now than ever before." Goku turned to face Hakkai and tell's him to "Stop me when that jackass Kugaiji is dead." Goku took off his cornet and let the aurora take him over. The way Goku screamed was horrible and his transformation was frightening. But the full demon Goku was hot. Goku disappeared only to reappear right next to Kugaiji. Beating him to a pulp, Goku turned on you and Gojyo, hitting him with all the force he had. I knew that we don't stand a chance, and I did the only thing I could, I took off my limiters and flashed and apologetic look at Hakkai. I heard Hakkai scream, but can't make out what it was. There was a pull on my body and the world went white. A rush of energy and I let myself go. I felt something running down my hands and it smelled really sweet. A blow to my head knocked me down and I felt a warm liquid run down my arm. Then came the sensation that I was being crammed into a small box. Then I passed out.

When I woke up, Hakkai was nodding off, Goku was talking with Gojyo and shaking his head. When I groaned, they both looked over. Seeing that I was awake, they both scrambled over, knocking Hakkai down and waking him up. I tried to get out of the bed, but got pushed down by Gojyo. "Hell no, your not getting out of this damn bed till your better Ryn." Hakkai told him to stop yelling at me. Goku asked why I did what I did. Hakkai and Gojyo stopped arguing and waited for me to answer. I looked away and answered. "I guess that I knew that none of us could beat Goku like that. The only way to fight a demon is with a banishing gun, or another demon. And since Gojyo can't change and Hakkai is the only one who can get us under control, I figured that I was the only one who could be a demon. The guys looked just stared at me. After a while Hakkai went to check on Sanzo and came back.

Ok end of flash back.

Sanzo looked down and got a good look at the black streaks of mascara running down his robe. I didn't stick around to find out what he was going to do to me. I grabbed my bag, ran out the door and down the stairs. I heard pounding feet running down the stairs. I figures it was Hakkai and Gojyo running after me. I was out on the street when something tripped me. I went sprawling on my face, something struck me in the head and I blacked out. When I woke up I was chained to a wall. I couldn't free myself and I was really scared. "So you're finally awake." The voice came from the shadows. It was horrible a kind of sickly-sweet honey-coated tone. "If your hungry, I'll release you and let you have something to eat." whispered the voice in the shadows. This is way to easy. I thought and tried to conjure up a fire spell, it didn't work. "I knew you had powers, so I put a spell on you that took them away." The voice laughed. I was stunned.

There I was, trapped like a mouse with no way of letting the guys know where I was. I felt like there was a weight pulling me down. I was scared. I had no clue if the food was poisoned or not. I had no way of knowing what would happen to me. I felt so weak, so defenseless, I knelt there not knowing if I could trust this mysterious voice not to kill me or not. Struggling to stand, I started to scream, The light flicked on to revel none other than..Hakkai?! I was reeling and he started to laugh. I was confused and angry. I took a look at the cage. It was a sliding door with the paper taken off it to revel the posts that held it up. The chains were real enough, but they were mechanical. Don't ask me where the guys got them , because I don't know. I was confused as to how my powers didn't work. Hakkai told me that he had gotten from an apothecary. The spell held off powers for a little while. I was so angry that I had to devise a plan. I started to cry. A woman's weapon that always works. I could feel my powers returning, and I feighted weakness. Goku walked over bent down to pick me up. "I wouldn't do that if I were you"

Sanzo warned him. Damn you, I thought. "Its ok Sanzo, she should be powerless of another hour or so." Hakkai said. I acted like my electric spell wouldn't work and Goku believed me. When he picked me up, He got the shock of his life. Literally. He went flying through the roof and I fired three more which knocked the guys out. I felt kinda bad, but that didn't last to long. They got what they deserved. I put Gojyo and the other two on their beds. I went out to find Goku. The monkey couldn't have gone that far.

I heard a siren in the distance heading my way. 'Oh shit; I thought' if they find Goku, I'm dead.' I saw a crowd milling around and I pushed my way through. Goku lay on the ground, with his hair sticking up more then normal. "Don't touch him miss, he appears to have been electrified." Said a man's voice at my elbow, I turned around and found a pair of eyes as green as my own. And it didn't help that he was really hot! "That's ok I'm immune to electricity, and he's my brother." I replied, so what if I lied its not like he would ever find out. People moved as I picked Goku up and started to walk away. The crowd parted and some people stared at me as if I were a queen, some bowed at me. That was really creepy. But anyway, back at the room, the rest of the party was just waking up and they were really pissed.

"What?" I asked "I brought him back didn't I?" That really made Sanzo snap, pulling out his banisher he pointed it at my head. "I've had enough of you and your mouth bitch. What do you do after we've been nice to your demon ass? You go blow Goku through the roof." Sanzo's voice was strangely calm for his anger. "So what? You gonna shoot me?" I smirked. "Don't tempt me." "You know it wouldn't do you any good, I can block it with a spell. So it would be a waste of bullets." I replied. Hakkai had been going to get some cold water for Goku downstairs. He opened the door to find the war going on. "Oh my, why all the fighting?" he asked. Gojyo appeared to be ignoring all of this, but I could tell that he was really getting nervous. Goku sat on the bed gawking at us and I stared at Sanzo evenly. There was a timid rap on the door. "We'll finish this later Ryn.

Come in" he barked I frightened looking little girl walking in carrying a whole mess of food. Goku's eyes fairly popped out of his head" YES! FOOD" he shouted, and promptly fell on the food. The girl gave a little giggle. "We didn't order this." Hakkai pointed out. "No sir, its from the man down the hall." The girl answered shyly accepting the meat bun that Hakkai handed to her. I looked out the door only to see the hot green-eyed guy leaning against a door. "Ryn what are you staring at out there?" Sanzo shouted. 'What does it matter.' I mumbled to myself. "Ryn get your ass back in here" The little girl nearly fell down trying to get away from the door. Green-eyes smirked at me and 'Meet me in an hour.' he mouthed. I flashed an annoyed look at the guy and nodded before I got pulled back in the room. Facing Sanzo, I put up my blocking spell that no one could see, but me. There was so much tension in the room you could have cut it with kiddy scissors. Ignoring Sanzo I let down my shield and brushed past him to take my place next to Goku across from Hakkai. Gojyo and Sanzo sat at opposite ends of the table. Gojyo across from Goku and Sanzo next to Hakkai.

You sat far away on the other end. The meal was filled with shouts of " What the hell you bastard, why'd you take that? It was mine!" "Damn monkey you name's not on it anywhere!" And of course the occasional sound of the banisher going off. About an hour later, I said I was going out, to get stuff for dinner. "No way Ryn! You can cook?!" Goku said. "Of course I can you jackass monkey!" I spat back. "Be careful Ryn, do you want me to go with you?" Hakkai offered ignoring the death glare from Gojyo. "No I'll be fine by my self. I'm going to change." "Why ?" asked Sanzo "Because I want to that's why." I said and left. When I came back they kinda took a double take. "Ryn are you meeting someone?" asked Gojyo "Who would I know way out here?" I mumbled. "What? Do you think I'm stupid? Why else would you be dressed like a punk?" He said.

My outfit was punk, just like I liked it. I had a black tube top with lacing up the sides, emo jeans with a skull chain and a spiked choker, matching bracelets and skull earrings. 'Of course I'm meeting someone baka. But it's not like I'm telling you that.' I though. "What ever, I'm leaving." I growled and slammed the door. The green eyed guy was waiting for me, I told him to walk ahead of me to the nearest bar, because the guys might be watching me. He nodded and walked out. Seconds later, I followed and we ended up at a bar called Nui Ona. After a few drinks we were feeling kinda giddy and who walks in but Gojyo and Goku. I tried to hide, but it was too late. They had seen me. "Shit Ryn, your going to be in so much trouble when Sanzo finds out." Goku said." But Sanzo's not going to find out is he?" I said baring my claws threating him. Chang, that was the green eyed guys' name, was sizing Gojyo up.

Chang was the same height, but looked a bit more buff than Gojyo did. "Ryn who are they?" Chang asked. "Just some jackass monkey and ITS pet roach come to TRY to take me back to some damn priest who's way to over protective." I was met with stares from said monkey and roach. "Ryn, lets go before Sanzo catches us in here. Goku whined. "You'd better go Ryn, I'll catch up with you later." Chang murmured. I nodded and he let go of my wrist reluctly. When we walked out of the bar, I passed a stand that had stuff to make onigiri. The guys were out of sight. So I stopped and bought some for dinner. By the time I had finished, the guys were gone. Tight before I walked in, someone grabbed me from behind and kissed me on the lips. He let go and looked at me long enough for me to see brilliant green eyes. Chang! He ran off and I walked into the door.

Bolted up stairs and into the room. There was evidence of a fight. Blood ran on the walls and there were holes in the roof where the banisher had gone off. I heard a ruckus in the next room and walked in. Gojyo and Goku were backing away from Sanzo who was pointing the banisher at them. "What's going on?" I asked. Four pairs of eyes turned to look at me. Sanzo dropped his gun. "I got stuff for dinner, but I'll need a rice cooker thing." I said. "Where the hell did you go? One minute your right behind us then the next your gone!" Goku ranted. "If you want to eat then you'll quit talking to me like that shithead." I answered avoiding his question. "So what's for dinner Ryn? It must be good if you need a rice steamer for it." Hakkai said. "Its a surprise." I said and headed down stairs for the little steamer that the cook said that I could use. Hakkai came with me and told me what had happened. Sanzo had gotten really mad at all of them. He had flown off the handle hit Gojyo in the head with the gun. That explained the blood on the wall and the bandage on Gojyo's head. I felt kinda bad about not saying anything, but I guess that my guilt never lasts long.

After dinner, which passed uneventfully, Hakkai and I cleaned and brought the cooker back. "NO!!" the scream came from the kitchen. We rushed to the kitchen and what we saw haunted me. There standing over the mangled bodies of the cook and his help was a demon. I turned and grabbed Hakkai who pulled me into the next room and told me to get the others. I bounded up stairs and nearly ran into them. Goku pulled me to him, Gojyo was getting a red face. Sanzo ignored this, and grabbed my wrist. "What's going on? Who screamed?" "De..de..demon in the kitchen." I stammered.

"Where's Hakkai?" Sanzo let go of my wrist and shoved me at Goku. He ran down the stairs without waiting for an answer. I rushed after him and nearly fell down the stairs. The demon hadn't moved, but it had started to decapitate the bodies and demolish the little kitchen. Then it struck me that the demon was familiar. IT was the piercing green eyes that haunted me. Chang! I was shocked. How could he lie to me like that? I now knew what had stopped me from killing him earlier. I heard the guys arguing in the next room over what the next plan of action was going to be. That was really unusual for them. I snuck into the kitchen where the demon, I mean Chang, was and stood there. He noticed me instantly. "I know you, I've seen you before." I was amazed that he remembered, yet it was kinda of frightening. "Yeah Chang, we went to the club together." My instincts told me to run, but my heart told me to stay. Demon Chang moved towards me with his teeth bared and his claws extended.

"Ryn get out of there now!" Goku screamed, while Hakkai conjured up some chi. "No! I can't let you kill him." I yelled back. "Chang you don't need to do this, you can change. Don't you like me? Do you think I want to kill you?" I was begging and pleading with a demon for his life. Weird. I didn't know what to think, one side told me to kill him, that it would only be one less demon, but the other side told me not to. "Why do you want to help me?" Chang hissed. "Because I don't want to see you killed needlessly. I like you Chang, a whole lot, but if you die then its just me and the asses back there. Do you want me to go through life sad because I killed a friend?" I had slowly been advancing on him during our conversation. "Ryn get back NOW!" Gojyo called. I ignored him and focused on Demon Chang. "Chang, please, please listen to me. I want you to be happy. I want you to put on your limiter and be happy." He stared at me Then he grabbed me and held his claws to my neck.

"NO!!" Gojyo screamed before rushing in with his weapon bared. I put a spell on him that pulled him into the other room and held him there. I put an invisible barrier to where the others couldn't get in either. Chang turned me to where I was facing him and he changed. I fell to my knees and shut the spells off. Chang followed me to the floor and held me close. I was sobbing when I asked him where his limiter was. He shakily pointed to a little corner. I hurried to get it before he changed again. I picked up the little silver ring that was lying in the floor. Sanzo walked in with the banisher drawn. I could hear Hakkai and Goku holding Gojyo down saying that waist I did was my choice and that he had no control over what I did. Sanzo caught Chang and I in each others arms. He didn't get mad, but he gave a low whistle and walked out. "Chang I gotta go. I'll talk to you later." As I moved away, Chang caught me by the waist and pulled me into a sweet kiss. I pulled away and smiled up at him. "Ryn get over here now please." Sanzo asked, he sounded really pissed. I walked out of the kitchen and followed the guys up the stairs. "Don't you ever pull that kind of trick again. Do you understand? He could have killed you."

Sanzo was really mad, he acted like a father with his only kid. I told him so, but got smacked with the fan as an answer. Hakkai was smiling, but was really glittery, Goku worshiped me and Gojyo me a kiss and tried to squeeze one of my lives out of me. I felt good, but since I hadn't pleased Sanzo then nothing else mattered. All that I did, I felt like I gave him more of a reason to hate me and get rid of me. Nothing got solved that night.

The next day was special. I knew it was because we all got to sleep in. Hakkai was cooking breakfast and it smelled really good. "Morning Ryn." Goku mumbled, half awake, before he collapsed in a chair and promptly fell asleep. "Morning Ryn, I hope your hungry. Sanzo was good enough to get breakfast to cook and I took the liberty of using one of the cook's books." said Hakkai. "What's the occasion?" I asked. Goku woke up immediately and Hakkai looked like you could knock him over with a feather. Gojyo walked in and stepped over the chair which had been left on the floor from last night. "Have you looked at a calendar lately sweetheart? It's your birthday. Duh!" Gojyo said.

"My...My birthday?" I stuttered. I hadn't had a birthday in 100 years. Wait, I hadn't told them when it was so, how did they know? "The Merciful Goddess told us when we found you." Hakkai said, reading my mind. "So we kinda wanted to do something special." That evening there was a stunning black and red ball gown(sp?) in my closet. The guys urged me to put it on, well at least Gojyo, Goku and Hakkai did. Sanzo looked pissed about something. When I had finished changing, the guys had changed into suits. Now I knew what Sanzo was pissed about. "Where are we going?" I asked "We're going to some fancy dinner party thing." Gojyo said "Your guy Chang hooked us up with some tickets." I shook my head and we all headed out.

Hakkai was smiling and Goku was fidgeting with his tie. Sanzo grumbled the whole way there. Once we got there, we found a table and sat down to eat. The food was really good and the music wasn't that bad. Gojyo kept getting hopeful looks from the girls and angry looks from their dates. Music started up with a slow dance. Sanzo stood up and asked me to dance. I just stared at him. What was I supposed to say to that? I looked at Hakkai who smiled and nodded. Sanzo took my hand and lead me to the floor. "Why did you ask me to dance?" I asked him, although I was enjoying my dance, I was amazed and a bit frighten that Sanzo knew how. " Ryn, I know that you think I hate you, but I don't completely. It just that I haven't known you for very long. The others I've known for a long time, but I really don't know much about you. Just know that I don't really hate you all that much...yet." That was a really long speech for him. I nodded and blushed. After taking a dance with each one of them, much to Gojyo's annoyance, we finished eating and left. Back at the room, each of the guy's gave me a gist. That was really out of character for them.

Sanzo gave me a silver bracelet with a single emerald, the same color as my eyes. I don't know where the money came from for any of these gifts, and I don't really want to. Hakkai gave me a spell book and promised to teach me some new ones and improve the ones I knew. Gojyo gave me an outfit that was really punky goth. A black tank top with lace up the sides. But I had to be careful wearing it, and needed to make sure that my wings didn't show. Being a vampire demon had so many let downs it wasn't even funny. Some tight black pants with a spiked belt and a matching choker. Black and silver bangles and a pair of hot black street boots finished the accessories. But Goku's was the best gift of all. He handed me a box that was surprisingly heavy for its size. "Be really careful with it Ryn." He said. I set it on the table and carefully opened the box.