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This story includes intersexuality and femslash. If any of these topics make you feel uncomfortable, please do not read. Oh yeah, and there will also be lemons. :)
Bold words will be the character's thought, and word in italics are flashbacks.
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Chapter 1: Why?(Alice's Pov)
Why? Why do I have to be like this? Why am so different? Why am I so frowned upon when people find out my secret?
I have been asking myself this question since I was five years old. I could remember that day like it was yesterday, that day when I began to question myself.
*Flashback (5 years old)*
"Mommy, can I wear my pink bathing suit to the party?" I asked with my best puppy face I can manage. The pink one is my favorite because of the princess on the front.
"I'm sorry princess, but you can't."My mom said with a sad look on her face.
"But why mommy, you said I can wear which ever bathing suit I choose."
"I know what I said princess, but were going to a party with people that don't know about your special secret. Remember?" She said.
"Yes mommy, I remember. I wish I didn't have to keep it a secret." I said quietly.
"I know baby, but people aren't so nice when they meet people that are different. They get very mean, and I don't want anyone to be mean to you, ok?"
"Ok, but momma can I ask you something?" I asked quietly.
"Yes, baby?"
"Am I a boy or a girl?" I asked.
"You're a girl princess. What kind of question is that?" she asked in a concerned voice.
"Then why do I have a girl part, and a boy part?" I asked, about to cry.
"Because your very special baby, your very special." She said, while wrapping me in her arms.
*End of Flashback*
Ever since that day, I wondered why I was so different. I know there was more to it than being special. My parents finally explained to me when I turned eight that I was born with intersexuality, causing me to have male and female genitals. After they explained everything to me, I finally understood why mom didn't want me to wear that bathing suit. She was afraid that the people we were meeting were judgmental and didn't want me to get hurt. She didn't want them to see the other part of me through my bathing suit.
"Alice, sweetie, get up it's time to get ready for school!" My mom yelled from behind the door.
"Ok I'm up, I'm up." I said getting out of bed. Another day of getting bullied in high school, yay how exciting.
Please review! This is my first fanfic. :)