You Found Me

~THE FRAY~

When I woke up the first thought that ran through my head was, Nicotine fits are a bitch. I tried to sit up so I could have a smoke, but I realized I had a tube running into me. This was not good.

"Thank God." A sigh of relief came from someone out of my eyesight.

"I need a fucking cigarette." I growled.

"No, you don't. Just relax." I was starting to recognize the voice.

"Lace?"

"Yeah hun." She walked up so I could see her. "You're a dumbass, do you know that? If I hadn't found you," She broke off, emotions claiming her ability to talk. She cleared her throat and hissed at me. "What the fuck were you thinking?"

"I was thinking," I spat out. "That Bill is a fuckwad and I'm not good enough for him."

She stared at me in shock. "That's why you over dosed? Because you think you're not good enough?" I nodded weakly, hanging my head. "Well fuck Bill Kaulitz. You are good enough. Hell, you're better!"

The tears had started to fall once more. My body shook and I sobbed. "I'm sorry. What was I supposed to do? I walked in on him sticking his tongue down his ex's throat!"

She sat beside me. "Shh, love. Just relax."

Slowly I calmed. "I really need a smoke."

Stroking my hair she sighed once more. "You always need a smoke."

XXX

"Hi Tom." Andreas spoke quietly into his phone.

"Andi! What's up man?" He laughed.

"Can you come down to the hospital? Please?"

"Why? Who's hurt now?" His voice was stiff.

"It's Star." There was heavy breathing on the other side of the line. His facade was quickly fading at the mention of his best friend. "She OD'd." There was silence. "Tom?"

"I'll be there in fifteen minutes." He spoke sharply before hanging up.

Andreas leaned against the wall and closed his eyes. The thought that plagued his mind was, What would have happened to her if Lace didn't know of that place?

A nurse walked up and got his attention. "Sir, are you alright?"

He gave her a weak smile. "I'm fine." If only they knew what was happening. Our lives had been turned inside-out since that one day. We were screwed.

XXX

Tom looked down at my sleeping body, trying not to cry. I guess I did look like shit. I still hadn't washed the blood out of my matted hair and I was paler than Dracula himself.

He stroked my cheek like Bill would, but his hands were callused. My eyes fluttered open as a single droplet of salty moisture hit my good arm.

"Star," His voice broke. Soon I was drowning in an overly-large shirt. "God Star. I'm so sorry." He sat on my bed and pulled me into his lap. Slowly he rocked me back and forth, stroking my hair.

"Why are you sorry?" I asked in a thick voice. "It's not your fault."

"No," His voice was soft and slow. Careful. "I guess not." But his eyes were veiled, hiding something. Andreas and Lacy were the same. It felt like they were keeping something from me.

"What's going on Tomi?" I asked, My eyes wanted to close, but I fought to keep them open.

"Nothing. I'm so sorry Bill hurt you."

I felt tears coming on. "Never mind him." I mumbled. "I want to talk to my best friend."

He gave me a light squeeze. "You're half asleep. Maybe later. Why don't you rest?"

"I don't wanna." Despite my words, the more he rocked me, I drifted off.

He sighed to himself. This was going to be tough to hide. They were screwed.

Author's Notes:

Hey guys. This is the first chappy to the sequel of Forgotten. If you haven't read that yet, I suggest you do, it will explain everything! It's shorter... but it's also the first chapter. Tell me what you think!!!

I don't know or own the guys of Tokio Hotel. Nor do I own Andreas... he's the twins' BFF!!!

R&R plz... i want to know if i should continue this....

~BECKY~