Greetings my fellow readers. I am making a new story. This is a dark fan fic. Don't like it, don't read it. I plan to make this as interesting as possible. This story include sex, drinking and drug abuse, rape, self harm and physical abuse. Read at your own risk, dears.

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A little details about the story: Eli, Bianca, Drew and Jake are 17. Adam and Clare are 16. Clare's parents are divorced, but Helen and Glen don't get together. Bianca and Clare are best friends, meaning Alli and Jenna isn't mentioned as much. This is strictly an EClare story, however, they won't get together very quickly. It will take time. A lot of time, perhaps.

Since it is summer and I just got out of school, I'll update as much as I can. I really don't have a life behind fan fic, so this is the only thing I'll spend my summer doing. Maybe I can improve my writing skills.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Degrassi at all.

xDark-Angelx224

Clare:

She stood at the abandon building, waiting for her best friend, Bianca to show up before school started. Clare Edwards stared at watch, reading the time. It was currently six forty-five in the morning. She dug in her pocket and pulled on the rolled joint that she had. Next, she dug out for her lighter and lit the joint. She inhaled it deeply, feeling the smoke tickle her lungs before letting it out. She let her mind her wonder, thinking about how life used was before her parents split when she was twelve.

Randall, her father, cheated on her mother with some whore at his office. Helen found out from Randall's secretary, also known as one of Helen's old friend. Helen let heartbreak get to her and she let herself go. She started going out and bringing different guys home every night.

Clare remember her thirteenth birthday. She was alone since her mother had forgotten about her. Her mother was out at a club, doing every ungodly thing known. At ten thirty that night, Clare woken up to people coming into the house. She debated in her head whether she should go downstairs and check it out. Five minutes of deciding, Clare was making her way down stairs. She found her mother on some guy's lap, kissing him. He was handing her a pill and her mother popped it in her mouth. Clare gasped and it caught everyone's attention. All eyes averted towards the tiny, fragile girl.

The guy who Helen was on tossed Helen aside and walked towards Clare, who was frozen. He stroked her face and smiled at her, showing his dirty teeth. He reeked of a smell that Clare couldn't make out at the time.

"Helen, you never told me you had such a beautiful daughter," Clare remembers the guy saying.

Times like that, Clare wished that Randall would have taken her along with him and Darcy. She never knew why Darcy got to live with Randall while she got stuck in this lifestyle.

Clare was too wrapped into her thoughts to notice Bianca had took the joint out of her hand and was standing by her, puffing away. Bianca shook Clare, snapping her out of her thoughts.

"How long have you been standing here?" Clare asked in a raspy voice, taking the joint from Bianca and inhaling the smoke deeply.

"About three minutes. What were you thinking about, honey?"

"Life three years ago. I- I keep thinking about that night Arnold raped me. He told me I was becoming a woman while he took my innocence from me," Clare cried, handing the joint to Bianca.

Bianca put out the joint and hugged Clare. Besides Clare being the only person who accepted Bianca, they were friends because they went through the same thing. They shared a similar story. Together, they were going to try and leave the hell hole they were living in.

"Let's go to school," Bianca said, grabbing Clare's hand.

Clare nodded her head and walked around the corner to school with Bianca. Along the way, she wiped her tears, refusing to let anyone see that she's been crying.

Eli:

Jake pulled up at Degrassi and into the students parking lot. They boys hopped out the car and walked into the school together. Everyone knew of they four guys being friends. No one dared to break of their clique. Adam, Drew, Jake, and Eli walked down the hallways of Degrassi earning stares from everyone. They had no clue why people stared and they didn't care to find out.

The bell rang and the crew separated to their first period classes. Eli walked into Advanced English and sat down next to the auburn-haired girl. Everyone knew of Clare Edwards. She was the biggest slut of the school along with her best friend, Bianca DeSousa. Almost every guy has been in their pants, Drew being one of them. He has slept with Bianca since Clare had angrily rejected him. Everyone says Clare is a tough piece of meat to work with, though some has succeeded in getting into her pants. Well, that's what they say, though Clare never denies it.

Eli listens to Ms. Dawes talk and drone on about the students reading The Odyssey and Romeo and Juliet.

"Class, since The Odyssey and Romeo and Julietis long story, I will assign you and your partner one of the stories and you both have to reenact a part and summarize it. It's worth fifty percent of your grade," Ms. Dawes said.

As Ms. Dawes went around the class pairing everyone, Eli hoped he wouldn't get paired with anyone he didn't like.

"Mr. Goldsworthy and Ms. Edwards, my star pupils. You two will do Romeo and Juliet. I cannot wait to see what part you to reenact!" Ms. Dawes said giddily.

Eli rolled his eyes and slouched in his seat. He had to be partners with the slut. Eli hated girls who degraded their selves and paraded around the school without a care in the world. It made him angry to see how such beautiful girls are so careless about their bodies. Their bodies weren't made for everyone to touch or see. Their bodies were supposed made to be something special and only seen for someone special. That's how Eli saw things.

"So, are we going to do this at your place?" Clare asked, turning around in her seat to face Eli.

"I bet you would like to go to my place," Eli snapped coldly.

"What's your problem, partner?"

"My problem is I am partners with one of the biggest sluts of the damn school!" Eli yelled loudly, causing heads to turn and stare at the two.

"What's going on back there!?" Ms. Dawes hissed.

Clare angrily stood up and gathered her belongings. She stormed out of class, slamming the door behind her. Eyes were still glued on Eli's. He looked up at all the looking eyes and snapped.

"What are y'all looking up?"

Everyone flinched in their chair and turned their attentions to their partners. Eli slumped down in his chair began searching for a part to recite for Romeo and Juliet. He felt a little bad for what he said to Clare, but he had no intentions on apologizing for speaking the truth.

Everyone knew Eli was a very blunt person. He said things so nonchalantly and didn't care if it had hurt them. He only had a soft heart for his closest friends and his parents. Sometimes, he was very blunt to them. English ended quickly and Eli zoomed out of that class and back to his locker where the girl whose been crushing on him for months was standing. Eli groaned and walked past her, hoping that she'd get the hint to leave him alone.

"Eli, wait up!" she called out after him, trying to catch up with him.

Eli stopped and turned around, seeing Imogen Moreno run towards him, her braided pig tails flying as she ran. She stopped once she reached Eli and caught her breath before speaking.

"Didn't you see me standing by your locker?" she asked.

"No," Eli lied.

"Well, I-"

Imogen was cut off by Bianca slamming Eli in the locker. She pinned his skinny body and stared at him threateningly.

"What the hell is your-"

"Talk about bad about my best friend again and I'll cut your sorry dick off! Got it?"

"I'm not scared of you Bianca," he growled.

"I didn't say you were scared of me, I asked if you got that!"

When Eli didn't respond, she choked him a little. Eli tried to grasp for air. He managed to strain out an okay. Bianca dropped him and let him fall on the ground. He coughed and grabbed his neck, grasping for air. Imogen ran by his side and bent down.

"Are you okay?"

Eli pushed Imogen off of him and got up, storming down the hall and to his second period. He was pissed off! The head slut had nearly killed him, all because of that damn Clare. She runs away from her battle and has people fight it for her. That was real smooth, real fucking smooth. Eli punched a locker along the way to his second hour, not caring if he had damaged a innocent person's locker.

Clare:

She stormed out the school without anyone knowing. She was fed up with people spreading rumors about her sleeping with every guy in the school. She had no clue how that rumor started, considering the fact she had turned down every guy in that school. She refused to have sex with any guys at Degrassi. She refused for them to see her damaged body.

When Clare turned fourteen, she turned to one thing: a blade. It was the only thing Clare could turn to. She didn't want to end her life, but she wanted to do damage to it. One day, Helen's guy of the day caught her mutilating herself. He came in the room, snatched the blade, and violently raped her. By this time, Clare had been used to it. She didn't cry nor scream. She laid there and let him do what he had to do.

As to cutting, she hasn't done it since that day. She made a promise to Bianca that she would stop, though it's been tempting lately.

Clare ended up at her house. She saw that the door was open once again. Her mother was so careless and that's what upsets Clare the most. She didn't even care that her daughter was raped plenty of times. She didn't care that her daughter smoked or got drunk every night. She didn't care that her daughter went out late at night and came back around six in the morning. None of that phased her. That's what made Clare the way she is now.

"I'm home!" Clare yelled into the silent house.

She shrugged when she heard no answer, guessing her mother was out again. Her head quickly turned when she heard heavy footsteps dragging down the steps. She saw that her mother had brought home another man from last night. She looked at him eyeing her lustfully, as if her mother wasn't enough to satisfy him.

This man was six feet, all muscle. He had black hair with a few gray stands peaking out. His left ear was pierced and he wore a white beater, showing off his muscles along with a pair of black slacks.

Clare tried to push past him and walk to her room, but he grabbed her by her arm forcefully. She knew how this day was going to turn out, but she decided to put up a fight hoping he'd leave her alone.

She yanked her arm from the man who grabbed her by her hair and yanked her towards him, forcing her to look up at him.

"Your mother told me you were very beautiful, she was right," he said, staring at Clare.

Clare gulped as she stared at the man. She didn't want this. Why wouldn't guys learn to leave her alone?! Why wouldn't they take no for an answer. Just one day she wished that her mother's sloppy leftovers would leave her to some peace.

The muscular man grabbed Clare's face and forced a kiss on her lips. He ripped her clothes off, leaving her only in her bra and panties. He grabbed her and threw her on the couch. Clare closed her eyes as she heard the man unbuckle her belt. She heard his pants hit the ground and felt her panties being yanked. With one swift movement, he was buried deep inside her. A loud groan escape his lips as he slid in and out of her. He rammed hard into her, forcefully grabbing her large breast with one hand while the other was placed tightly on her waist. His pelvic was hitting hard against Clare who's eyes were closed the whole time. He placed kisses on her body, Clare shuddering in disgust.

He slipped his hard cock out of Clare and flipped her over. This was a surprise to Clare since every guy has only did one position with her. She felt him grab her waist and left her up, her butt in the air. She felt him pump into her pussy twice before he pulled out and thrust into her anal.

Clare screamed out in pain, gripping the couch and tears spilling from her eyes. She managed to kick the guy testicles, causing him to yell and fall over. Helen ran down the steps, tying her robe.

"What's all the yelling down here?! You woke me up from my nap, Clare!"

"Your fucking boy toy just raped my ass!" Clare screamed, putting her clothes on quickly.

"Clare, be a doll and let Randy have fun with you. He's the type of guy who likes to do anal and I think if you give it a try you'll-"

"For fucks sake, mom, do you hear yourself?! Do you fucking hear what you just said!? You're letting some creepy perv rape your sixteen year old! You're sitting here allowing me to get raped and degraded! My life has been turned completely around because of your selfish ways!" Clare yelled to the top of her lungs.

"Clare, stop being such a drama queen and just let the man have sex with you," Helen said carelessly.

"Go to hell, Helen," Clare said, grabbing her book bag and storming out the house.

"Hey, don't talk to me that way!" Helen yelled at the last minute.

Clare walked to her usual spot, knowing Bianca would be there to meet here. Her butt was sore and she felt so ashamed. She needed to get away from this lifestyle. She decided she wasn't going to go back home. She didn't know where to go, because Bianca had the same problem at home. She had no clue who she could turn to, because she didn't have friends. Bianca was the only one there for her.

Eli:

Eli couldn't believe he was doing this. He was actually walking to Clare Edwards house to apologize. The only reason for this was so he could get a grade on his project. He wanted him and Clare to have the greatest performance in class and since it was due in a few weeks, they shouldn't waste time. When he got to Clare's house, he knocked on the door twice. A woman in her early forties, who Eli assumed was Clare's mom, answered the door.

"What the hell do you want?" she asked coldly.

"I see where Clare gets her charming attitude from," Eli thought sarcastically.

"I'm here to see Clare, ma'am."

"Clare? I don't know where the hell that bitch is at and I can care less. When you see her, tell her to get her shit and get the hell out! I don't need her ruining my damn life!" With that being said, the door was slammed.

Eli stood there dumbfounded. He couldn't believe the words that came out of her mother's mouth. He couldn't believe that her mother felt that way about her. He walked off the porch and wondered around the neighborhood, searching for Clare. Instead he ran into Bianca.

"Hey, I need to-"

"Here for another beat down, Goldsworthy?" Bianca asked angrily.

"No, I'm looking for Clare. We a project and-"

"Oh, now you need the slut," Bianca said.

"Look, Bianca, I don't any trouble. I just need to Clare for this project."

"Well, I haven't seen or heard from her. Her phone is off and I'm just about to head to her house."

"I was already there, she's not there. Her mother didn't have the nicest things to say about her."

"Yeah, Helen is a fucking bitch! Let's go find her Emo boy," Bianca said, smirking.

Eli and Bianca looked around the neighborhood for hours. They even checked Bianca's and Clare's hiding spot, she wasn't there. Clare was no where to be found. Then it had hit Bianca, Clare was probably in the place no one thought to look. She was at Degrassi.

"Come on Emo boy," Bianca said, running.

"Where are we going?" Eli said, running along with Bianca.

"Degrassi."

Clare:

She sat on the steps thinking about her life. She hated everything that had happened to her. She wished her parents were still together. Clare reached into her backpack and grabbed her blade. She pressed it against her skin and quickly ran in across her arm, drawing blood. Tears streamed down her face as she thought about the promise she was breaking to Bianca.

She heard footsteps and quickly looked up to see Bianca standing there with Eli by her side. She stopped cutting and stood up with a horrid look on her face. The blood was slowly dripping by her side.

"Clare, what the-"

Before finishing that sentence, Clare collapsed on the concrete, her head making a crack sound. The last thing she heard was Bianca's shrill screams.

This is pretty intense and that was my first and only rape scene! Through out the story, there will be flashes of Clare being rape but it won't be as detailed. I felt uncomfortable writing this, I wanted this to be done(for the story, not in real life). Anyways, the rest of the story will contain drug abuse, abuse, underage drinking sex(at their own risk), and self harm.

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