A/N: I know it's short, but i was just trying to see how it would turn out.. Would love your reviews :D And should I continue this..?


"Nate left" Dan sat down next to her bed.

"Oh" She pressed her lips together and started fighting the tears she felt was trying to escape. She didn't want to show him that Nate not being there was so bad that him being there didn't make up for it.

She took a breath. "Did he say something?" She wasn't sure she wanted to know the answer. She looked at Dan. Clearly he didn't like the question.

"He told me he cares about you. A lot. But that this is what you always do to drag people back into your life…" The last things he said was only a whisper.

Now she wasn't able to stop the tears from coming. "He said that?" She whispered. She thought that Nate was the one person who would always believe her, never judge her and would stand by her through anything. Dan nodded and took her hand. "I'm not going anywhere. I believe you. You're not doing drugs. That's insane." He gave her a small smile and she returned it. But Serena couldn't help but to think that the thought of her doing drugs wasn't completely insane. The thing was that Dan never saw that side of her. Met that girl.


"Sweetie, I've talked with the doctors and discussed it with Rufus and your brother. We think its best you go to the Ostroff Center. "Lily looked at her daughter.

"No!" Serena turned away from her mother. The mother who never was there for her growing up. The mother who always thinks the worst of her. That never fully believe that she has changed. Believes that she no longer is that girl who made so many mistakes all those years ago.

"I really think it's the best for you, Serena." Lily sighed. Serena was quiet; she just stared into the wall. "Talk to me." Serena sat up in bed. "You don't know what's best for me. I didn't do this, I didn't take drugs. I'm not like that anymore. You are here now trying to be a mother, but where were you when I really needed it?" She paused."Please believe med mum, I didn't do it…"

Lily just walked out.


Serena felt so alone. She sat in her bed crying, tears streaming down her cheeks. Blair hadn't believed her. Her own mother and brother didn't believe her. And there was Nate… He was done, clearly didn't want anything to do with her. Just when she was about to cry even more, he stood there in the opening. The only one who believed her. She couldn't help but to smile at him, she could see it in his eyes. How much he loved her, wanted to be with her. He chose her, always. Maybe it was time for her to choose too.


Nate walked around in his mother's apartment trying to stop thinking about the girl who right now was laying in a hospital bed. The girl he still loved. But this was so typical her, do something big and dramatic to get everyone's attention. To get people back in her life. To again be the center of attention. But maybe he shouldn't have left the hospital before seeing her. Maybe he shouldn't have walked away so fast. Away from her.


She chose. Finally she chose.