Disclaimer: Vampire Knight belongs to Matsuri Hino.

Prologue

Yuuki had run away in an attempt to remember all of her memories and almost went insane by herself in a forest, nearly destroying it all to the ground. Zero had run off after her and when he found her he brought her back but she demanded to no longer attend school and be around Kaname.

Due to that the night class disbanded and only day classes were in session but many were very disappointed. Yuuki moved out and was living in a mansion that was given to her by her friend Yori and Zero moved in with her but stayed on the opposite side of the home.

Kaien of course was depressed that Yuuki and Zero were gone but there was nothing he could do though he sensed something was off with his daughter but hoped things would get better. Kaname was heartbroken that his dearly beloved Yuuki wanted nothing to do with him but he still had those closest to him and he would continue to protect those near him.

The mansion itself was under Yuuki's name with Kuran being the last name but no one knew that not even Zero. She had hired vampires as part of her staff and only they knew that she was the long lost daughter of the Kurans and pledged allegiance and secrecy.

Zero had wanted to talk to Yuuki for such a long time now but she seemed to always not be in the house or too busy to speak with him. He was happy to be around her but it hurt his heart that she wouldn't give him the time of day but he knew it was hard on her.

Yuuki felt betrayed that for ten years Kaname had lied to her face and didn't bother to even tell her the truth. She didn't even want to see him, especially now that her vampire side was awake and fully in control. Once she had destroyed the forest and went back home and now to the mansion, not once did she even feed on anyone not even taking blood tablets.

The whole staff made sure to hide Yuuki from Zero whenever he tried to find her because even he who was vampire and close to level E did not seem to sense that she was a vampire. Yuuki was desperate but she didn't want to ask Kaname for help and wouldn't dare to put the spotlight on her and the predicament she was in.

Kaname wanted to keep an on eye on his beloved Yuuki and Zero but the mansion he tracked her to was very lock tight and impossible to infiltrate and that made it even worse. He wasn't sure if Yuuki was alright or if Zero lost control but if the staff said she was fine he would take their word for it since they were vampires.

He did have questions as to why Yuuki had her staff only vampires but she refused the phone calls, summons, letters, and even Kaien couldn't convince her to speak to him. Kaname was confused because he didn't remember doing anything to her at all except be there for her when she seemed to be hallucinated and begging for her memories to come forth but nothing else.

Zero would only tell Kaname that she was alright but had no contact with her ever since they moved in and even said that it was more like she avoided him. He was trying his best but the staff seemed to be backing her up as well and he didn't want to kill them over something so stupid.

Yuuki was extremely sensitive to the light and always felt light headed but that was because she refused to feed but her heart and inner self tried to force her but truth in fact she couldn't remember how to feed.

She was thirsty but she wanted her mother, the only urge to drink was through nursing and that alone scared her. There was no way she could be around Zero if she was so thirsty and yet she wasn't close to any of the female staff to ask if she could nurse on them.

If only she could find someone who was deeply asleep that she could latch onto their nipple and suck but not drain them, would make her so very happy. Every day for her was a constant pain to even get up and do anything.

The curtains from the mansion were always very dark and Zero only complained once and that was it. It was convenient not just for her but for the staff as well even Zero was active during the day and not so tired since there was no duty to do at night.

His bloody rose gun remained loaded but never did it have to be shot and Zero no longer had to do vampire hunter work since it would only stress him out more than what he was used to. Ichiru was accidentally killed in a vampire spat and not once did he mourn his own brother's death.

What he would do to right the wrongs he ever did and even take away Yuuki's pain away when it began but now it seemed that she was hiding something and he would figure out what it was.

Many of the staff had told him to sleep but sort of in a deep one and do it often and maybe then Yuuki would go to him. He had asked many times but they said that they worried for their queen but they were sworn to secrecy so instead they gave him tips on what he should do.

Kaname had sort of transformed him so he no longer had to worry about falling to a Level E ever again and the blood tablets kept him well fed. There was no more complains of him struggling to keep his thirst at bay and the food the staff made was very delicious.

Zero had decided that he would do what the staff had told him do and hope that he would figure out what Yuuki was hiding because it hurt him that she would not trust him. He loved her so much but how could he get close to her if she was away from him at all times.

That night he made sure that his thirst was over quenched and to be a little extra tired but not too much. He so many times was in a deep sleep but still aware of everything around him. He made sure to sleep closest to the wall and the bloody rose gun was put away so not to hurt her on reflex.

Of course what happened that night was something he was not expecting and the revelation was shocking that he indeed wanted to kill Kuran for keeping a secret that no one knew about. He promised himself that no one would ever dare harm her ever again.

Please review. I do not have a beta so it's not really fixed but well there's nothing I can do and no one has offered to help.