It all seemed like a blur. To Jamie nothing seemed real. He heard the sirens but he didn't register that they were heading their, erm, his way. He feels the heavy weight in his arms and it doesn't register who or what it is to him. It isn't until he notices the paramedics and cops heading his way does he realize that weight in his arms is his partner Vinny. He doesn't have to shake him to wake up because he knows he's gone.
A/N: This is my take on the missing scene from 3x22. This will possibly have another couple of chapters. I wanted to show Tony comforting Jamie, as well as Danny helping his kid brother. From there I am not sure. Please R&R.
"Hey, Reagan, you gotta let him go so the EMTs can look at him and," Renzuilli starts.
"He's dead," Jamie whispers.
As he hears Tony sigh he knows that he already knew this. He was trying his best to keep the tears at bay. Even though Tony didn't know Cruz, he was upset that a brother in blue was killed. However the fact that it happened to his old partner, to Jamie, shook him. If it were last year spring, it very well could have been him. Tony now is more concerned with Jamie. In the time he worked with the youngest Reagan he saw him grow a lot. He was a lot more hardened yet still had that soft side that only his family and close friends were allowed to see.
"I know, Reagan," Renzuilli explained sadly. "You gotta let go of him so we can check you out and make sure you are alright." He could see his former pupil and friend shaking from the shock and grief.
"Okay sarge." It was off Jamie had just started to run on adrenaline and there wasn't much left in his tank. Renzuilli knew it was a matter of time before Jamie fell apart and he hoped that it wasn't in front of everybody and that either Jamie's father or brother was there to help.
"God, Reagan, I am so sorry. Please be okay. Your family won't be able to handle losing you." Renzuilli whispered to himself. Even though Jamie was alive, talking, and not wounded, he knew that Reagan's family would be able to watch their beloved son, brother, and uncle destroy himself.