Disclaimer: JAG & it's characters aren't mine-or one certain Aussie would
have been buried a long time ago.. Nor is the song "I'm not strong Enough
to say No" it's by some Lange guy (I think)..
Chapter 1
I trudge into JAG headquarters blind and deaf to my co-workers cheerful salutations. I'm barely on time as usual. I slam my office door behind me wondering how in the world I got myself into this mess in the first place. I know very well how and why, but I don't like to think about it. It's the biggest most embarrassing mistake I've ever made. I'm forced to think about it now, because it's happening in two days.
Yeah, Mac's wedding, not to me, o no, if that were happening I'd be jumping for joy, no just the opposite. Mac's marrying I guy I DETEST in two days, because of my mistake. That infamous night in Australia. I cringe at the thought of it.
I slump down in my chair wishing the earth would open up and swallow me. I rub my face in my hands, I'm extremely tired, no exhausted is a better term. Why am I exhausted? I've been having dreams, nightmares, whatever you want to call them. Yeah, a Naval Commander can and does have nightmares. Mine focus on a certain Marine and her upcoming wedding. Ever since she took his ring I've been having them. Nothing makes them go away, and I have no intention of seeing a doctor or shrink, they can't help me. It's too late to regain the other half of my soul.. I've lost her, I've lost her.
Chapter 1
I trudge into JAG headquarters blind and deaf to my co-workers cheerful salutations. I'm barely on time as usual. I slam my office door behind me wondering how in the world I got myself into this mess in the first place. I know very well how and why, but I don't like to think about it. It's the biggest most embarrassing mistake I've ever made. I'm forced to think about it now, because it's happening in two days.
Yeah, Mac's wedding, not to me, o no, if that were happening I'd be jumping for joy, no just the opposite. Mac's marrying I guy I DETEST in two days, because of my mistake. That infamous night in Australia. I cringe at the thought of it.
I slump down in my chair wishing the earth would open up and swallow me. I rub my face in my hands, I'm extremely tired, no exhausted is a better term. Why am I exhausted? I've been having dreams, nightmares, whatever you want to call them. Yeah, a Naval Commander can and does have nightmares. Mine focus on a certain Marine and her upcoming wedding. Ever since she took his ring I've been having them. Nothing makes them go away, and I have no intention of seeing a doctor or shrink, they can't help me. It's too late to regain the other half of my soul.. I've lost her, I've lost her.