It's Not Okay
A/N: Well… I wrote this a while ago because tFioS is insanely amazing, and I love it (the book), so I felt the need to write fanfics about it… and being me I decided to not try to write a story, lest I wake up and start to compare myself to John Green (LOVE JOHN GREEN) and then get all sad because he is a genius, and I, obviously, am not. So- you have a poem, which is kind of not my best but still alright, I hope. BTW formatting most likely got messed up, sorry.
Hazel's POV- I think. :D I'm odd and indecisive. Pick for yourself… This could be a lot of different characters, if you squint your eyes and tilt your head and keep an open mind.
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Disclaimer: tFioS belongs to the amazing John Green… Not me.
***TFIOS***
Okay;
Always.
(Forever;
Maybe?)
The lies we used
To tell each other-
The words
We used to say.
That now are like
A firing squad-
Most every night-
And day.
I drown myself
In memories;
Breathe in and out the pain-
Put up the walls
And fake a smile;
Pretend it's all okay.
But the thing is-
It's not,
The word itself
Is sad;
For whenever I hear it,
I think of you-
And all that we once had.
But I try not to dwell
Upon the end-
The last few days,
The hurt, the pain-
But upon us;
The days which
We just forgot
All the ways that life's unfair;
Just lived and loved and forgot-
Or embraced-
The fault in our stars,
The fault in ourselves.
But then I wake up,
I hear the word,
I smile faintly-
As the memories flood over me in waves
Try to pretend it's all okay-
But really, dear,
It's quite unfair,
The Encouragements lied;
It's not okay,
It's never always,
And capitol S- Something seems so far away.
But-
Okay,
Always.
(Forever;
Maybe?)
***TFIOS***
A/N: Gaaa I cannot write rhyming poems :/
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