A/N:: hey yall so this is a rewrite of the first fanfic I ever wrote, this is a criminal minds remake of an svu story I have up so yes most is the same but I intend to keep this one going. So if you have read the original yes it is my work so don't tell me I stole it please. Any other reviews are welcome. Disclaimer I do not own criminal minds or Emily and JJ anyway enjoy this story.

Sitting at A table in their favorite bar, Emily watched as the guys each took another shot. She was happy to be drinking her jack and coke and laughing as the guys kept knocking them back. However, she was not alone in her small discontentment of their behavior because on the other side of the table sat one of the most beautiful woman Emily had ever seen. Petite, blonde, a perfect smile and the greatest mix of sexy, sarcastic and brains she had ever known. This was Jenifer Jareau the woman she had wanted from the first moment she saw her. They had some ups and downs but had become really close one would almost call them best friends. Emily hadn't noticed but she must have been staring at the blonde sipping her white wine because her partner Morgan nudged her arm a bit.

"Well if you're going to stare you could at least buy her a drink." she said just audible to her ear

"Oh shut it." she smarted back hitting him in the shoulder and giving him a death glare.

Morgan had guessed that she had some sort of feelings for JJ but hadn't been able to get her to confirm them and maybe that was because she didn't know them for herself. Emily and Derek had been in a staring contest that when they looked back at the table Dave had just slid JJ another shot. The woman was already on her second glass of wine and now her third shot she was defiantly tipsy.

" I think I need the little girls room" JJ said in her giggle voice which she only got when she was drunk she stood up from her chair and almost feel right back into it. Emily immediately jumped up and reached for her friend holding her close.

"Ok restroom first then maybe we should get you home." she told the blonde

"Em, I'm fine, really." she said standing on her own and then reaching across the table to grab a shot that Dave was about to drink.

"No fair that was mine." he called to her as Emily was pulling her to the restroom, holding her up, as she could now barley walk in her heels.

Maybe JJ took this case a little harder than Emily had thought. But she had won it for them, she was Amazing in the integration and that child raping, murdering bastard was in jail. JJ should be happy that's why they were all out celebrating but Emily knew her best friend to well and right now, whatever was going on in JJ's head was not anything good. She helped her to the restroom and waited by the sink.

"Thank you." JJ told her as she washed up "think I over did it." she asked.

"Maybe just a bit." She told her as she placed a hand on her shoulder "let's get you home."

And with that JJ fell into her arms feeling herself get dizzy and nearly black out. Emily wrapped her up and they went back to the table, said good bye to the boys who had just ordered another round, grabbed their bags and went outside. JJ so fragile and helpless looked up from Emily's arms and smiled.

"You're amazing" she whispered.

Emily just smiled as she petted the blonde's hair she knew in that moment she had wanted to kiss the woman but knew she couldn't. She shook off the overwhelming feeling she had and hailed a cab.

"Where to lady's" the cabbie asked. Emily was about to say JJ's address when a hand covered her mouth and the blonde gave him Emily's instead.

She looked down at the beautiful woman lying in her lap confused.

"Please Emmy I don't want to go home" those glisten blue eyes looking up at her.

"Ok, ok you can spend the night with me" she told JJ.

While having this conversation they hadn't realized they were already outside the profiler's apartment building they paid the cabby and headed up stairs. Emily having to hold JJ up as they climbed the stairs they got to the door and even before it was fully open. The blonde had pushed herself inside and darted strait for the bathroom she could hear her throwing up again but she couldn't help but laugh. The most, cool, calm, collected, woman she knew was sitting on her bathroom floor completely wasted. She grabbed a glass from the kitchen and headed for the bathroom.

"Jayje" she called as she cracked open the door the woman on her knees leaning into the toilet just turned. The look in her eyes said what she couldn't at the moment 'I'm so sorry I'm behaving like a child.' The brunette nodded and filled the glass with water and held it out to JJ.

"Drink up" she spoke soft and comforting the woman did as she was told.

After another hour it seemed there was nothing in her system left to toss. She leaned back onto the floor exhausted Emily sitting by her side, Laughing.

"I don't think I have been the drunk except the day I graduated the academy." JJ said.

"Yeah it's a bit past training hun" Emily smarted back, "come on let's get you to bed." The brunette stood and went towards the door.

"Emmy" JJ called trying not to giggle

"Yes "

"I can't get up"

Emily turned back toward her friend and leaned over her for a moment then scooped her up in her arms, JJ was shocked Emily could hold her but it's not like the woman was very heavy anyway. JJ felt strange being in Emily's arms but yet too tired to fight it. She curled her head into the others chest and closed her eyes. It was only for a little while that Emily held the woman she had a giant crush on, but that bit of time was all it took this was the woman she wanted to love, the one who needed to be cared for, the one who so desperately needed to be loved. She set the blonde on the bed and began to take off her sweat covered clothes leaving her only in her tank top and panties. JJ smiled.

"Well agent, are you planning on taking advantage of me" JJ whispered as she lay back in the bed, she was joking after all or was she.

Emily knew how much she wanted that to be true but even if somewhere inside of JJ was any desire for the brunette; she had too much respect for her to even consider it. She pulled the blankets up and tucked her in.

"Wouldn't dream of it" she whispered as she leaned in to kiss JJ's for head but in that moment JJ moved her head and their lips meet each other's. Emily pulled back rather confused she reached for the extra blanket and headed to the door she was sure she was sleeping on the couch tonight but a small voice stopped her.

"It's ok to dream" JJ said before all but passing out.