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The brightness seemed unfitting that day, of all days. The pain and remorse hung in the air.
Sunny days
seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
Danny Messer stepped out of the car on the side of the road. Every aspect of the busy city seemed to fade away. He can't seem to focus on anything but the guilt that he feels and the remorse that has never left him for the things that he has done.
Every day is a reminder of the day he lost a very young and dear friend. The reminders are everywhere even when he's not looking for them, they always appear in seemingly random points throughout his busy day.
I feel you
everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you
laughing in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone
In his nice suit he approaches where Ruben Sandoval now lays. With tear filled eyes he kneels down beside the grave in the midst of the city. Ruben was only ten when his life was cut short but one miss-fired bullet. Something that Danny always blamed himself about. He can't help but think that if he had just made sure the Ruben had made it home safely, and without any problem then he would still be alive.
It ain't
fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The
death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the
hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your
place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
The thought can't help but cross his mind, who Ruben would be today? Would he go to college, get married. That question will forever linger in the air, for the world will never know.
Would you see the
world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a
family?
I wonder, what would you name your babies?
Some days
the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it
might sound crazy
And with out even realizing it, Danny begins talking to Ruben as if he is there and is going to reply. All these various questions in he mind, from why Ruben had to be the one to be hit by the bullet, or if he would get to see the world like he wanted.
Danny knows it's not fair to think this but he but think 'if it had just been someone else anyone other then Ruben.'
Today, Today, Today
Today,
Today, Today
That's when he heard it, someone walking up behind him, and he would know the steps of his wife anywhere. Danny got up and turned around to see a very pregnant Lindsay looking at him with a smile. Taking her hand, Danny leads her back to the car, with new hope. The guilt and pain will always be there but so will the happy and fond memories he has shared with his friend, Ruben Sandoval.
Sunny
days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The
only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday
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