Caesar's Palace Prompts:
-Claw Machine: CD {Genghis Khan - Miike Snow}
Jealousy
Every time I close my eyes, all I see is her. Her soft orange fur, her perfect white paw, and those forest green eyes that you could drown in. And every time I wake up, her scent is laced around me as if she were there all along.
But she wasn't. She never was. To her, I was just a friend, an ordinary tom. To her, I wasn't special. I was just Ashfur. And who has time for Asfur when you have Brambleclaw?
He disgusted me. To her, he was the perfect tom. His dusky brown fur and his chocolate tabby stripes. His piercing amber eyes that haunted my dreams. Oh yes, the perfect cat! An arrogant tom who's related to a monster. How could anyone choose him over me? How?
And I can see her, nuzzling his neck. He's purring, as if this was the best thing that could've happened to him. That should be me! I should be the one beside her. I should be her mate! But no, not Ashfur.
She's been gone for a long time. He's worried, I can tell just by looking at him. His wary eyes, his shaky paw steps. I miss her, almost as much as him. I'm starting to realize how foolish I've been. She's chosen him, and all I want for her is to be happy.
I see her walk into the camp, three kits trailing behind her, and my heart shatters again.
All I can feel is anger. Every waking second of every day, I'm mad. She has the perfect life. Perfect kits, perfect mate, a perfect little family. What has she left me with? Absolutely nothing. But that's okay. She's made her choice, and I've made mine.
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Starclan help me...