You don't want Damon.
You don't.
In the way that you need him because he's everything that is perfect for you.
He drives you crazy. You've never felt so many emotions before. He makes you laugh and when you guys fight it's intense. Because there is so much emotion, so much passion in every word you speak to each other.
Stefan is stuck in the tomb. With Katherine.
And every time you try to run to save him, Damon's there.
He's stopping you, grabbing you, yelling at you. And you fight.
There is screaming and pushing and hair grabbing because you have never been so frustrated.
But there's that voice. In the back of your head, that says that if this wasn't Damon you were fighting with. It wouldn't be so raw.
And you try as hard as you can to fight the fact that when you both pause, glaring at each other, you've never wanted to kiss someone so badly.
When he pushes you against the wall to trap you. You want him. Every single part of your body screams for him.
He looks at your lips. Always.
But there's Stefan. Stefan. Stefan. Stefan.
And you hate that you can scream his name in your head every time Damon looks at you, but you just can't fight it.
Weeks go by. Stefan is still in there.
Damon has – very – reluctantly let you visit Stefan in the tomb.
It's the hardest thing you do.
Because your standing outside, Damon's arms wrapped around your stomach holding you to him. Your back to his chest. Keeping you from running in there.
And Stefan's standing inside, Katherine wrapped around him.
And he doesn't even bother fighting her, there's no use, just the way that you don't even bother fighting Damon.
You wish things were different.
The next time you go to meet with Stefan, Katherine greets you.
In his shirt.
And Damon has to fight like hell to keep you from running in there and doing something – anything.
You leave without seeing Stefan.
Damon's the one holding you that night, while you cry.
The week goes by and Damon spends every night. But when you're awake you forget about Stefan. Because Damon is so overwhelming. He fills your every sense.
The next Thursday, the day you're supposed to see Stefan, you wake up first.
Your body is completely trapped. Tangled with Damon's in every way.
And you stare at his face. Peaceful, beautiful.
You love him.
It's the last thing that you have ever wanted, but you can't deny the truth any longer. He's the one that belongs with you. His passion, his obsessive nature, his honesty, his everything, his love. He was meant for you.
And you don't know where that leaves you and Stefan, and God knows you don't know how to handle the Katherine situation.
But since you don't know what's going to happen today, or tomorrow, or in a year.
You give in.
You kiss him.
When you pull back those blue eyes are staring at you. Confused.
But you just smile and lean back in.
And he doesn't fight you.
You don't want Damon.
You don't.
You need him.
AN: I don't own Vampire Diaries or its characters. I am just borrowing them for my imagination. Thanks for reading!