My cousin did it again. She dared me to write my all time least fav pairing in Harry Potter. No offense to people who love Remus/Sirius, but I really don't like it. Sorry. Some people just dont like one of the most popular pairings.
I really don't care if you read this and review, you can if you want.
Disclaimer: Not mine. Never will be.
It's been many years. So many, he just can't even count how many exactly.
Ten? Fifth-teen? Twenty? He can't say exactly. Being in Azkaban does that to you. First, you forget how long you've been in there. Then, special days, such as birthdays and holidays. Then, before you know it, you forget how long you have been in love with someone.
He tells himself to get over it. His lover may be dead. Hell, for all he knows, his lover could be healthy and alive, and he could be the one dead.
But for some reason, he can't stop thinking about him. He can't stop thinking about how his eyes would sparkle whenever he smiled. Or how his hair was soft to the touch. Or how soft his skin felt. The way he laughed. Talked. Everything.
Then he starts to think about the bad times. Like when he would see his friend in pain every month. He would see how upset he got. He hoped that if he was alive, he was healthy.
When he's not thinking of his lover from long ago, he's asleep. Some nights, he'll have nightmares. Others, he'll have dreams about times with his friends and of course, his lover. Those are the only times he's happy.
Death is welcomed. But he doesn't want to leave without people knowing the truth of why he's in here. Besides that, he wants to see his love one last time.
Now, he was sitting on the small, thin mattress, thinking about what to do. Another day in here, and he will go crazy. Well, crazier than he already is.
He had to get out, he had to kill him! But there was more he had to do.
He looked up at the ceiling, whispering to himself.
"I'm coming for you Peter. You're last breath is coming soon."
He smiled to himself. Closed his eyes before adding,
"When I'm done with Pettigrew, I'm gonna find you my love. My Remus."
Ok, this story made me upset. I really hate this pairing. (Again, sorry if you love it!)
I am pretty proud with it. My cousin loved it when she read it.
I'm not so proud with the ending. I just couldn't find out what else I could do. I can't really imagine Sirius saying my love, but oh well.
Also, I know I never mentioned Sirius's in here, but if you cant figure out this is Sirius, then something is really wrong with you.
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Flame is you want.
I don't mind.