So it´s my work to warn you EVERYONE about this fic. It´s kind of my first lemon so it´s weird and really sad. I´m serious. If you don´t like this kind of stuff don´t read or do not leave hate messages. So after all this for the people that are willing to take the risk, enjoy.
Warning: N-17; non-con.
He never slows down
Rory entered to the party feeling like an alien. Almost everyone in the school was there and they were all chanting between each other happily. At first he tried to find Brittnay but when he found her with Santana he decided better to look after Finn. He had been his first friend besides Britt and he felt comfortable with him. It was kind of what you feel with your big brother.
Suddenly he crossed with Puck. Well, Puck practically felt over him but Rory was able to make him stay on his feet.
"Sorry man!" he said as he started laughing with no reason. Rory was able to sense the smell of alcohol in his breath.
"Puck, you need to sit down and let that beer alone." Rory helped Puck until they got the couch and let him sit on it. Roy had the idea of letting Puck alone and kept looking for Finn but Puck had other plans. He took Rory by the sleeve and pulled him over. Rory felt next to him surprised. For a drunk guy he was pretty strong.
"Come on buddy. Have a beer." he said as he offered his half drunken beer to Rory.
"No thanks. Now I have to go." Roy tried to stand up again but he was pulled again. This time he felt over Puck.
Rory was now getting nervous. He was aware of the types of drunk guys in the world. There are the ones that became happy and laughing; the ones that lost conscious and the aggressive ones. He knew for sure that Puck wasn´t of the ones that loosed his conscious and even though he was laughing now, sober he was an aggressive guy so there were chances that he would become aggressive anytime soon.
"Seriously Puck, I want to go."
"You will but first let me show you something." Puck stood up and pulled Rory through a bunch of guys that stared at them confused.
"Where are you taking me?" asked Rory starting to get more and more nervous. Puck didn´t stop smiling, but not in the good way. His smile was putting Rory uncomfortable.
"To a cute place." Puck stopped in front of a room and pushed Rory inside. Rory tripped with something and felt to the floor. That was bad, a room, by himself with a drunk Puck. All the signs were screaming at him to run away and get some help. He stood up and tried to run away. Pucker grabbed him and threw him to the floor again.
"Please, let me go." He was now really scared and he couldn´t help to let some tears fall from his eyes.
"Not until we finish." Puck sat over Rory´s chest so it was impossible for him to move.
So stand in the rain
Rory read all the black intentions of Puck in his eyes and he tried to hit him in the face. Puck, like if it wasn´t a big deal, took Rory´s wrist with one hand and hold them on top of his head. Rory kept fighting and kicking but Puck was bigger and stronger than him. When he started unbuttoning the younger´s t-shirt Rory started screaming for help.
Stand your ground
"Shut up." Ordered Puck but Rory didn´t obeyed. He was willing to keep fighting. Puck covered Rory´s mouth with his hand and Rory bit him so hard it bleed. Puck now was getting angry so he hit Rory on the head leaving the guy almost unconscious. "The music is too loud. No one is going to hear you."
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Puck kept with his task and this time Rory didn't fought back. The room was spinning and because of the weight of Puck over him it was getting really hard to breath. He closed his eyes and slowly he started feeling more and more cold. Puck was also undressing himself. Rory thought about screaming again but Puck would hit him again and he knew it was hopeless. Puck was right, the music was too loud and no one would bother to look after him. No one cared. He tried to think about other things but Puck´s sounds made it impossible. He was too aware of what was happening around him.
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
When Puck introduced the first finger on him he groaned uncomfortable. He wanted just to take it out. Puck added to more fingers and Rory but his lip to keep silent. Puck moaned near his ear as he kissed Rory´s cheek. Rory just wanted to escape but his mind didn´t let him.
"Please stop!" he finally screamed when he felt something bigger about to penetrate him.
"I want you Kurt." Rory jumped by the surprise. So not only Puck was forcing him, he was thinking about someone else while he was. He was just too worried about the name of Finn´s stepbrother that when Puck entered into him.
And one day what's lost can be found
Rory cried in pain but it didn´t stop. Puck was not being gentle with him. He was being rude and he didn´t cared about Rory´s agony. He tried to grab anything but Puck hand kept his hands and arms over his head.
"Kurt." Whispered again Puck, Rory couldn´t stand it. It was too painful he thought he was going to pass away. He begged in his mind it would be over soon. That Puck would finally finish with him and let him go.
When Puck finally finished he pull out of Rory´s slowly and then felt sleep next to him. Rory waited some seconds before moving away. He didn´t want to wake up Puck and start over again. He felt pain on his back but he decided to ignore it. He needed so he could dress him and get himself out of the room. He searched on the floor for his stuff and when he finally found them he realized that his shirt was useless. He put his underwear and jeans and he stole Puck shirt. It was like 2 sizes bugger but he couldn´t leave the room shirtless.
"I hate you." he whispered to the unconscious Puck that was laying on the floor. After that he left the room almost running.
You stand in the rain
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"I can´t believe this is happening." he told himself as he climbed into the taxi with tears in his eyes. The taxi driver looked at him worried but he didn´t say anything. He just waited for the crying guy to tell him where he wanted to go.
He doesn't know why but…
Rory covered his face with his hand and tried to clear his mind. He needed to get to the Pierce house. There he would take a shower so he could get all of Puck out of him. He would try to sleep and then it would be a different day; right? Pretty simple, he didn´t need to do such a drama around it. People lost their virginity almost every day and none had died out of it.
He knows that when he's all alone feels…Like it's all coming down…
"LIAR!" he screamed at himself as he closed his eyes tightly.
"Kid, are you okay?" asked the driver as he looked over Rory worried. He could hear all the noise of the party from he was and he was worried what could had happened in there to leave a guy on that state. Rory raise his eyes and tried to fake a smile.
"My…my girlfriend broke up with me." he lied but the driver didn´t bought it.
"Are you sure? Don´t you want me to take you to the police station?"
Rory shook his head and then told the direction of the Pierce house. The driver nodded and he started the car. Rory breath in and out trying to stay cool. He couldn´t get like that to the house, it would be too suspicious. He closed his eyes and thought about a lullaby that his mother would sing to him when he was scared. Now he needed her voice, he needed her comfort and her hugs. He wasn´t ashamed to say he missed his mom.
When he got the house he ran toward his room and as soon as he was alone he took off the shirt. He felt dirty with it; it smelled like him and Rory could feel Puck´s arms on it. It was crazy but he was too nervous, too afraid, too scared.
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"Hey Finn" Britt walked over the taller boy on the hallway. The guy turn to see the blonde girl.
"What´s up Britt?"
"You are Rory´s friend right?" asked the girl timidly.
"Kind of; why are you asking?" neither of Finn or Brittany noticed the change on Puck´s face.
"He seems sad. On the class that we are together I saw him staring at his notebook with a melancholic look and then, before the class was over I think I saw him cleaning some tears." Britt seemed really worried about the guy.
"That´s weird but don´t worry, I will talk to him." said Finn trying to make the girl feel better. The girl smiled and then hugged the taller guy.
"Thank you Finn." as the girl walked Finn was able to see Rory walked across one of the hallways.
He didn´t felt that comfortable talking about feelings with another boy but he had promise Brittany that he would talk to him and found out what was wrong with him. Suddenly Kurt crossed over Finns way making both guys to fall to the floor. Finn tried find again Rory but he had disappeared.
"Finn, remember what we talked about? You need to watch your steps."
"You told me that when I was dancing."
"As I see it, you also need to be careful at walking" Kurt was picking up his stuff from the floor. Finn smiled and started helping him. Maybe they weren´t really alike but he liked the little guy. Then and idea crossed his mind.
"Kurt, could you please make me and Brittany a favor?" Kurt looked up intrigued. "It´s about Rory."
"What´s wrong with him?" Kurt wasn´t friends with Rory so he was shocked that Finn wanted him to do something with the new boy.
"We don´t know and that is what bother us. He seems sad."
"And that what does have to do with me?"
"You are better than me talking about, you know, feelings and that stuff." Kurt laughed. "Please dude; could you please at least try?"
Kurt looked over the taller guy and smiled at him. He was clueless about this stuff and Kurt was aware of that.
"I will but after Glee rehearsal."
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The chorus group was gathered on the room talking between each other almost unaware of Rory´s absence. Finn had almost forgotten about the issue because of the next football game and Kurt was too concentrate about Blaine that he had also forgotten about Rory. It wasn´t until Mr. Shue appeared when they noticed the new guys wasn´t there.
"Where is Rory?" he asked to the teenagers but none of them knew where he was. Puck jumped on his seat after he heard the guy´s name. He couldn´t remembered what had happened last night (stupid alcohol) but he could remembered something blurry. He had talked to Rory but he felt that there was more about it.
"Maybe he is sick." said Artie almost in a whisper. Everyone nodded thinking that was a possible of his absence but after some minutes he appeared to the chorus room with puffy eyes.
He won't turn around
"Mr. Shue. Could you excuse me this practice? I´m not feeling well." He said almost in a whisper. Finn looked over him and realized that the blonde girl had been right. He looked heartbroken.
"What´s wrong Rory?" asked the teacher as he walked over him and put his hand over Rory´s forehead.
The irish guy stepped back away of the touch scared. Rory hadn´t been right, what had happened last night wasn´t that simple. The single touch of anyone scared him to death and he hadn´t been able to stop crying in all day. He felt awful and flashbacks of last night were driving him mad. Suddenly his eyes catch up a face. Puck was staring at him confused and worried.
The shadows are long
"I think…" he started to hyperventilate and tried to keep the tears in his eyes. "I think…I got the…got the flu."
Mr. Shue looked over Rory one more time and he stepped back too. He thought he had seen something on Rory´s eyes. It was something like fear and it had appeared the moment he had seen Puck.
And he fears if she cries that first tear
Kurt also noticed that and now something in his mind made click. He remembered Blaine; that had gone to the party, commenting something about Rory spending the entire night with Puck. Kurt wondered what had happened meanwhile they were together.
The tears will not stop raining down
"I´m sorry I can´t." Rory covered his face with his hands and ran out of the room for the surprise of the rest of the club.
He won't make a sound
"RORY!" screamed Mr. Shue but Kurt was faster. By escaping from the embrace of Blaine he ran out of the room trying to follow the young guy. He found him hidden next to the lockers sobbing and with his face hidden between his knees. Kurt took a bug breath and then he sat nexto the crying boy. He didn´t knew how to start a conversation so he just waited for Rory to be the first one to talk.
They stood like that for around 5 minutes until Rory finally raised his gaze.
"What are you doing here?"
"We were worried for you." said Kurt almost in a whisper. Rory felt like it was lie.
"I am sorry. I don´t know what happened inside there."
Alone in this fight with himself
"I think I have an idea." Rory looked at Kurt amazed; was he serious. Did he really knew? "It has something to do with last night party; right?" Rory wanted to deny it but his head moved in an affirmative way. "What happened there?" Rory had the same eyes he had when David had kissed him last year. Rory took a big breath and tried to think how to burst out the truth. Finally when he stopped thinking the words came faster and easier.
And the fears whispering. If he stands, he'll fall down
"In the party; I crossed with Puck." Kurt nodded but kept quiet; Rory needed to express himself with no interruptions. "He was drunk and he felt over me. I helped him to sit in a couch and when I was about to go he took me by the wrist and pulled me over again." Rory kept talking almost in a monotone and senseless way. He told Kurt everything except the part of the name; Puck needed to tell that to him in another moment. Kurt listened to him feeling how his blood burned inside his veins. He was going to kill Puck. Rory cried a little bit more but he managed to finish his story.
"I swear to you I didn´t want to do it." said Rory almost in a begging tone. Kurt hugged him almost by reaction and held him tight.
"I know, it wasn´t your fault." Of course it wasn´t. It was all Puckerman´s."Now what you need to do is go to the police and tell them everything you told me." Rory laughed sarcastic as he cleaned some of their tears. Kurt was shocker, why did he meant with that; ja? "I am serious."
He wants to be found
"I know you are but. I am the new student here and Puck is kind of the second star of the football team. If high school life is already a living hell, I find it kind of stupid to make it worst by telling on Puck."
"What he did to you was horrible and he needs to pay."
"It is not that important; I´m not that important." Kurt slapped Rory, not to hard but enough to left his cheek red.
The only way out is through, everything he's running from
"Never say that again Rory." Kurt wasn´t mad; not even disappointed. He was just worried. Rory looked down and thought about it for some seconds. "I could go with you and give you support." Rory looked up and saw that Kurt was already standing up. "You are not alone." He offered his hand to the younger boy and gave him a reassuring smile. Rory looked over Kurt´s hand and then he took it.
"Promise you are going to be with me…all the time?" Rory stood up and then he felt how Kurt put his arm around his shoulders.
"I promise." Rory smiled and leaned his head between Kurt´s neck and shoulder. For a weird reason the urge to cry had vanished.
