There's no pairing in this per say . . . But it could be argued either way.

If you can't tell, the person this is describing is Draco, but it doesn't name any names.

Does that mean I don't need a disclaimer? Oh well, can't be too careful. what with all the lawyers sniffing around … ANYWAY here it is. The disturbed little ramblings of a deranged mind (That is completely fangirl obsessed with Draco Malfoy's character.).


My love

My life

But his is his own

His bright eyes

Reflect what I cannot see

Looking into mine he sees what I long for

His sharp face softens

Only slightly

I still haven't made him smile

A true genuine smile

It never reaches his eyes

His beautiful eyes

Cold and sharp

But beautiful

I love him for it

I hate him for it

I don't know why

He's still here

I know he's not the same

Not the same on the inside

I wonder what he thinks

When he sees my reflected soul through my eyes

He doesn't feel the same

Yet he stays

More cruel humour

More bark to add to the fire

Rough unfeeling bark

His mask is forever a stony bark

I hate him for it

Yet I love him for it

Rough and smooth

Brittle and strong

Always taunting me with what I shall never have

Cannot ever have

He stays to haunt me

His grey silver eyes

In my dreams and on my mind

I hate him for it

I love him for it

His stormy eyes

Always telling some tale

The same tale each time

A tale of heroic bravery

Of shuddering cowardice

Of love

Of death

Of whispered nothings that will always stay

Without a chance at being anything

Because they tell me

His eyes tell me nothing of his emotion

He hides nothing

No emotion he ever felt for was hidden from me

It never needed to be

For he never felt emotion toward me

So none needed to be hidden

Yet he stays

And I love him for it

And I hate him for it

It haunts me

My unreturned love

Him

His eyes

I hate him for it all

But that is the only reason I love him


I love him

I hate him

Wasn't that a little odd? I dunno . . . Review and tell me whatcha think. Personally, I think its extremely out there if you know what I mean, but I'd like your thoughts on the matter. I wrote this one day while I was lost in my own mind, pinning away a lost love and contemplating a new one.

So please click that little blue-ish purple-ish button and send me something, anything really will do, even if it's just a stupid little emoticon. It'd make my day! . . . Yeah, I'm that lonely . . .

It's sad really . . .