There's no pairing in this per say . . . But it could be argued either way.
If you can't tell, the person this is describing is Draco, but it doesn't name any names.
Does that mean I don't need a disclaimer? Oh well, can't be too careful. what with all the lawyers sniffing around … ANYWAY here it is. The disturbed little ramblings of a deranged mind (That is completely fangirl obsessed with Draco Malfoy's character.).
My love
My life
But his is his own
His bright eyes
Reflect what I cannot see
Looking into mine he sees what I long for
His sharp face softens
Only slightly
I still haven't made him smile
A true genuine smile
It never reaches his eyes
His beautiful eyes
Cold and sharp
But beautiful
I love him for it
I hate him for it
I don't know why
He's still here
I know he's not the same
Not the same on the inside
I wonder what he thinks
When he sees my reflected soul through my eyes
He doesn't feel the same
Yet he stays
More cruel humour
More bark to add to the fire
Rough unfeeling bark
His mask is forever a stony bark
I hate him for it
Yet I love him for it
Rough and smooth
Brittle and strong
Always taunting me with what I shall never have
Cannot ever have
He stays to haunt me
His grey silver eyes
In my dreams and on my mind
I hate him for it
I love him for it
His stormy eyes
Always telling some tale
The same tale each time
A tale of heroic bravery
Of shuddering cowardice
Of love
Of death
Of whispered nothings that will always stay
Without a chance at being anything
Because they tell me
His eyes tell me nothing of his emotion
He hides nothing
No emotion he ever felt for was hidden from me
It never needed to be
For he never felt emotion toward me
So none needed to be hidden
Yet he stays
And I love him for it
And I hate him for it
It haunts me
My unreturned love
Him
His eyes
I hate him for it all
But that is the only reason I love him
I love him
I hate him
Wasn't that a little odd? I dunno . . . Review and tell me whatcha think. Personally, I think its extremely out there if you know what I mean, but I'd like your thoughts on the matter. I wrote this one day while I was lost in my own mind, pinning away a lost love and contemplating a new one.
So please click that little blue-ish purple-ish button and send me something, anything really will do, even if it's just a stupid little emoticon. It'd make my day! . . . Yeah, I'm that lonely . . .
It's sad really . . .
