Choices: How does Eevee feel just before it evolves?

They envy me, the other normal types. And why shouldn't they? I have a choice between seven different evolutions while they only have one. But they don't know that it's really not my decision as to what I evolve into. Sure, if i like my trainer enough than either the dark, the psychic, the grass, or the ice type evolutions are open to me, but even then it depends on the conditions in which i am traiing. Everytime I come out of my pokeball, I fear for myself, for this may be it, this may be the battle that decides who I am going to be for the rest of my life. So no one should envy me, because even with all that is possible for my species, I still have no choice. I just wish I could stay me.