A/N: This is a follow up to one of my other fics 'Eyes Wide Shut'. You don't have to read it but it will make more sense if you do. I wrote this in two different formats. Same theme, same song. As hard as I tried I just couldn't blend them to make it into one seamless fic. So it's two for the price of one. The song is Jewel's 'Don't'. Worth the listen. I hope you enjoy. Don't own Spooks.

Don't

Don't walk to close

The warm scent of his aftershave reaches your space,
the space that you've tried so diligently to keep him from,
and you know he is already too close.

Don't breathe so soft

Much too close that you can feel the warm,
silky breath at the base of your neck.

Don't look so sweet

Oh so close that you can see his expression
without even turning to look at him.

Don't sing

'Ruth.'

His voice has always had a melodic vibration.
Just from his words you could slip into a trance.
And as your eyelids grow heavy, he sings your name again.

'Ruth.'

Don't lay oh so near

And you are there,
in that room,
saying goodbye to him all over again.

Please don't let me fall in love with you again

'Please, Harry. Please don't.'

Please
let me
forget
all those sweet smiles

'Do you remember, Ruth?' he speaks

All of the passion

'Do you ever think about it?'
his warm breath so close to her skin.

'What it felt like when we made love?'

All of the heat,

'And after when we held each other?'

the peace,

'And when you left without saying goodbye?'

the pain.

'Everyday,' you whisper.

All those blue skies
where your words
were
my
freedom

'Everyday I was away from you.'

Please don't let me fall in love with you again

'Please, Harry, don't.'

Too many times
I've cared too much

His voice is quiet as his hands speak along your body.

I stood on the edge

Trailing his fingers up your arm and back down again.

And I saw that you
held
my
hand

He turns you to face him.

Knowing to well
I couldn't hide
from
those
eyes

You look into his eyes and he sees you;
you see him.

Please don't let me fall in love with you again

Resistance is futile. You have already fallen.

Please review :)