Met a girl at fifteen
Thought she meant the world to me,
so I gave her everything
Julia Marie Johnson was the best. She meant everything to me, I practically revolved around her. When I was with her she had my complete attention and when she was gone I thought about her.
She turned out to be a cheat.
She cheated on me with Matt Stone and it crushed me.
Said she'd been thinking for a long time
and she found somebody new
I've been thinking that this whole time.
"Eli I've found someone else. I've been cheating on you since about two weeks after we were official," She told me with a complete poker face, absolutely no emotion.
"I had a feeling you were a cheater, I just didn't want to believe it." I responded trying to mirror her face. Show no weakness as my father had always said.
Well I never thought you'd stay
That's okay
I hope he takes your filthy heart
and then he throws you away someday.
Before you go, there's one thing you oughta know
If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby
"I hope he takes your filthy heart and throws you away. You're a slut Julia and I want you out of my God damn house," I yelled tears streaming down my face, to late to stay strong.
I don't wanna take your precious time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
"Your so pretty," I yelled. "Your also a waste, you're an easy whore."
You're the lowest type
"You know what Eli," She screamed. "Your just a pity case, oh the unstable emo kid how much fun to play with."
I met a girl talking away
She found a boy she knew she'd change
I changed my clothes, my hair, my face
To watch us go our separate ways
"So I'm your life-sized Barbie doll. I changed everything for you, I hate my hair styled this way, I hate these preppy clothes, and I fucking hate you." I stated my volume not faltering.
She said we've grown apart for sometime
but then she found somebody new
I hope Mr. Right puts up with all the bullshit that you do
"We've grown apart," She screamed tears falling. It's such a stupid act.
"Anymore melodramatic cliché breakup terms you want to use?" I yelled angry. "I hope Mr. Right can keep up with you and your crap."
Stay the hell away,
While I sit here by myself
and figure out how I got this way
Before you go, there's one thing you oughta know
If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby
"Just go away," I screamed pointing at the door, "There's the door, baby."
I don't wanna take your precious time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
She ran out and I slid down the hallway wall and shoved my face into my hands. I sat thinking for a couple seconds before I heard a scream as if someone was in a great deal of pain. I quickly grabbed a hoodie and flew out the door. When I got to the site of the scream I saw Julia's mangled body. Her pretty face was smashed and absolutely disgusting to look at. I got dizzy and felt like puking I felt the ground almost fall from beneath me and next thing I know my knees buckled and I passed out.
I don't want to get things confused
She said she'd never settle for some boy she couldn't use
I felt as if I was at a subconscious state and Julia was there.
"You did this to me," she screamed, "you killed me!" She accused
"I-" I started but she cut me off.
"You killed me you're absolutely useless Elijah. ABSOLUTLY WORTHLESS," She screamed relentlessly
So now I gotta call the doctor
So he can prescribe me medication
So I can deal with all the memories of being here this way
The doctor put me on some antipsychotics for a while to make me forget what I've saw. I can never forget. I resurrected my gothic sense of style and I bought a hearse. I put myself through so much blame and I only hurt the people around me.
I met a girl at seventeen
Knew she meant the world to me,
Clare Diane Edwards is completely stunning. She's beautiful inside and out.
so I gave her everything,
and she did the same for me
She returned it, she gave me her all something I wasn't used to. I gave her everything and she did the same. When I'm with her I feel like I'm floating and when she's gone she's all I think about.
Imagine that!
I could've never imagined being in such a great relationship but I am and I'm so happy
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty face
No you're such a pretty, pretty face
Clare is so beautiful no matter what others might say she saved me from myself
Would you please stay and come inside, baby
Would you please stay and please be mine, baby
"Would you please be mine?" I asked Clare holding out my mother's locket that my mother told me to give a girl that's worth my time. I never even thought of giving it to anyone other than the one and only Clare Edwards.
"Yes," She exclaimed hugging me and pecking me on the lips.
Author's Note- Yes I changed some of the lyrics… Well what'd y'all think? The best way to tell me is through a review so push dat button (or I guess it's a box now so write a well-rounded review and then push dat button :))