Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any characters mentioned in this story. If I did, Jacob would have ended up with Bella and not want to stay a werewolf forever.

Chapter 1

"Hi Edward, where were you?" I asked him as he walked through his front door. I had just gotten off the phone and had some not so good news to tell him, though he may get a little freaked out by it. That's why I wanted to know where he was and how he was feeling.

"Oh, uh… no where."

"Right."-heavy with sarcasm. "Whatever. I have some news. I just got off the phone with my younger cousin Neptune and

She's staying in Forks for a while, at my house to be exact."

"That's nice… wait what? Your cousin?? You never said you had a cousin, how could you not tell me I though we were going to

be honest with each other." He started out confused but that quickly turned to anger at the end of the most hypocritical sentence I have ever heard from him.

"Okay… yes i have a cousin and i didn't tell you because we don't really like each other, and being honest with each other? Edward when have you been completely honest with me? You either hold information back from me and only tell me some of it or you tell me after i have to whine and complain, even then sometimes you don't tell me." I was now getting even angrier with him for even saying it.

"Fine your right... I am sorry it just caught me by surprise that's all. That's great… though, you don't think so?" he said more of a question than a statement.

"Well like i said we were never on best terms. She's the daughter of my mums' brother who was really weird; Neptune is even weirder than he is. She's also very quite, more so than me so don't give me that look Edward. The last time i saw her she was only seven and was drawn in on herself, she wouldn't speak to anyone and when she did, it was like two words. I'm just thinking if she was like that at that age what is she like now."

"Give her a chance okay? I can't wait to meet her if she is part of your family, she may have gotten better"

"Ya, maybe your right. Still I'm kind of scared, do me a favour?" at his nod i continued. "Don't tell her we're getting married or invite her to our wedding okay? Just like Jacob." The hole in my heart ached just remembering what i decided and said to him. I hoped with all my heart he was all right and would find someone he loved more than me.

I looked up at Edward too soon and saw the end of a guilty expression on his face. "What's wrong Edward? And remember no more lies."

He wouldn't look at me, only stared at the ground and shuffling his feet a bit. "I, ah, um, please don't get mad Bella i know that if i was Jacob i would have wanted a choice and i, well senthimaweddinginvatation."

"What? I didn't catch that you talked too quickly for my ears."

"I sent him a wedding invitation." he said sheepishly.

"You WHAT?"

"I'm so sorry Bella but I though he should have had a choice. You're getting angry by the way."

"Of course i'm getting angry. Edward i can't believe you did that! He's going to take it so bad-"

"He will but he may come, Bella," Edward said trying to make me feel better.

"You weren't there when we talked about it. It looked like it killed him even to think about it." I knew i was overreacting a bit but it killed me to feel the guilt i did over the fact that i chose to marry Edward instead of Jacob, but i knew i loved Edward more and i knew i couldn't give him up.

"Hey Bella, when is Neptune coming over?" Edward asked to change the subject. Probably trying to get me to feel better. It worked, a little.

"Shoot, that's right. Ah… tomorrow at ten o'clock in the morning. She also said that her dad got her a helper type person so she'll be with an adult when she meets us." I said. He knew that Charlie was working early in the morning tomorrow and wouldn't be able to get her so it was up to us.

"Don't worry about anything its going to be fine."

Author's note when is anything fine when it includes Bella?