A/N: Yet another one of my "based on true life stories"
Dont read if you havent and want to see the end of Hunchback Of Notre Dame
and if you havent seen it I highly recomend that you do :)
disclaimer: I do not own any of the songs mentioned or movies or glee. just so you know *wink*
Sometimes I think Blaine was made for me but I wasn't made for him. Like, I would always be there for him.
If he was having a problem I would help no matter what it was
I would be there
Through thick and thin
But if I was going through something it wouldn't really matter to him. He might be sad but not help me the way I helped him.
And I would just have to be brave.
For both of us.
At times I felt like Quasimodo at the end of the hunchback of Notre dame. He loved Esmeralda but she loved someone else. She was oblivious to the fact that Quasimodo absolutely adored her.
And you know what Quasimodo did?
He brought Esmeralda and Captain Phoebes together.
That's what true love really is.
Yea, right now all I could feel like was Quasimodo
But I don't pity myself for being the helper
I'm his slave
If he needed me I was there
As long as he needs me
Like from Oliver!
I remember I sang that song at voice lessons the first few weeks.
That song more and more started to explain me.
Me the slave
I am happy being Blaine's slave
I like knowing that even in the slightest bit I am keeping him alive and for the most part happy.
I didn't care about the other boys he likes I was there for Blaine only.
And I knew very well that he wasn't going to return the favor.
A one sided love
I would fight for Blaine
And he wouldn't fight for me
That's one thing that makes the happiness end.
I would give my life for him but he wouldn't do the same.
Like grenade.
That must mean this happens to others
One sided loves
As long as he needs me
Quasimodo
And
Bruno mars
Now that I'm admitting it
But was it different for me?
They all learned to let go didn't they?
Quasimodo let his love for Esmeralda go
And as long as he needs I and grenade were just songs.
Which means they must have powered through it before even thinking about recording the songs.
I do love Blaine
I am in love with Blaine
I am IN love with Blaine
More than my heart can even comprehend
He makes me sad
And happy
And he makes me smile just from waving or messing around
He was everything I needed
But I wasn't everything he wanted.
Simply I was just a shoulder to cry on.
I know that Blaine is my soul mate
But I'm not his.
It's just plain and simple
But then why do I spend so much time thinking about it?
Karosky was only half the reason I went to Dalton.
I knew that if I went to the same school as Blaine I could help him with more
I could see him more often
That's why I helped him with the gap attack knowing very and painfully well that Blaine was trying to woo an overly gay boy over.
That guy wasn't me
But I helped him anyways
And he was sad after words and I was there to comfort him the whole time.
All I needed was him in my arms.
That's all I need
As much as I love Blaine I just need to remember that he will never be mine
But I want to help him get through the rough times.
That was enough for me
And that had always been enough for him
Plain and simple
Let's just keep it at that.