Bella was sitting on the couch while flickering trough the channels. I sat beside her. Jacob and Ness… I mean Renesmee was down at La Push. They were very close now these days, and Jacob's fantasies are calling out to me louder than ever.
I clenched me teeth at the memory. Bella noticed this.
"What's wrong Edward?"
Ah I always loved it when she calls my name.
"Nothing. I was just thinking bout Jacob and Renesmee."
"What about them?"
"Nothing. Like I said."
"Edward. Don't lie to me."
"Well they seemed to be going to a very serious relationship these days and it's making me feel quite uneasy. I wonder why."
Bella started at me. Then her lip turned into a smile. Then she laughed. But I didn't. I just sat there and wait for her to explain. But she just didn't stop laughing.
"Why are you laughing?"
"I'm sorry. It's just that you're so cute!"
"What did I do?" All I remember is that I just told her my thoughts.
"Edward" She said while still giggling. Then she kissed my forehead.
"Bella please tell me what are you thinking."
"Well you see Edward. That uneasy part that you are feeling is simple just worried."
I thought about it for a moment. I couldn't follow her.
"Then why does it feel different? I also felt worried about you now and then but it doesn't feel the same. I mean their not quite similar."
"That's because she's your daughter. A huge big part of you."
"But you're a huge big part of me too."
"I know that. But Renesmee is a part of you. Psychically. She brings a part of you, a part of me everywhere she goes. That's why the worry you feel is different."
I stayed quite. Trying to let it all sink in. Then I realized what she meant. I smiled and hugged her.
"Thanks for explaining this to me, love. Your really are bringing out the human in me."
"Hahaha I used to"
I let her go and held her hands in mine.
"What do you mean?"
"Well technically I'm not human anymore right? So I think the one that's bringing out the human of you is Renesmee."
"Hmmm you might be right love. But despite that, you still bring out the human in me."
She laughed and sighed.
"What are thinking about?"
"Well since we have the house to ourselves don't you think we should use this rare time wisely?"
I automatically knew what she meant. I cradled her in my arms and ran to our room.
'Oh yes, she really does bring out the human in me. Well to be exact the MAN in me'