Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of Bishoujo Senshi and neither do you!
AN: My second "Sailor Moon" fanfiction. Definitely a one-shot unless I hear otherwise, though I don't see where else it could go. This is a Mamoru/Endymion POV while he was under the control of Beryl in Season 1.
Losing My Mind
A One Shot
I swear that I've seen her before. Had the smell of her cherry-scented shampoo around me before. As if I knew her before we were enemies, before I battled with her as I have on so many occasions. It plagues me when I try to sleep. Whenever the memory starts to become clear, it fades as instantly as it came. Like there is a block on my mind trying to keep me from remembering her.
I know that her favorite ice cream flavor is mint chip. I know that she rushes to school everyday because she's always late. I know the way her tongue sticks out of the corner of her mouth whenever she's focusing on something, usually video games. I know that she can be clumsy but that she's most graceful when she's not thinking about it.
This obsession with her has gone further, I watch her. I watch her sleep, while she's trying to do her homework, walking around with her friends. I love most to watch her while she's staring out the window with her gorgeous, crystal blue eyes. Those eyes compel me . . .
Giving no excuse I'll leave the fortress at any given time. Just so that I can be near her, just to see if I can make the memories of her come back.
Sometimes, I see her cry. My fists clench knowing that there is only one thing that young girls cry over, even young superhero girls.
Boys
That another makes her cry, makes her long for him the way I long for her. The thought of it makes me so damn angry that I leave in frustration.
When I stay though, I can barely hear her make out a name.
"Mamoru"
Why is it so familiar to me? Why am I so possessive of her? Why does it hurt to know that tomorrow will be the final battle between us, and that tomorrow will be the day I kill her.
"Endymion!"
It doesn't matter, Beryl is calling me…
To be in love with the Senshi of the Moon…
I must be losing my mind.
AN: o_o Review?