Here is a project that i had to do for English; we had to create a hidden diary so here are my entries. plz read and review. thanks
Disclaimer: I do not own The Cruciable; though it would be so cool if i did cause i love that play.
Dear Diary , The 5th day of September, 1692
I have committed on of the worst sins in existence a few days ago; I have known a man before marriage. To make matters worse this was not just any wan, but a married. I know that I should be sorry for what I have done and repent this sine I just can't. I know it is wrong but I love John Procter, and I know in his heart he loves me. Why else would he seek me out and ask me to meet him in the barn? I have decided that I never want to forget how this has happened so I have decided to write the story so I will always remember every detail.
It was the 1st of the month when it first happened. I had been working in the Procter home for almost three months. Poor Mrs. Elizabeth Procter had come down with an illness some weeks before and had yet to shake it. While Mrs. Procter was resting I decided to get reading done. I was only ten pages into the passage I was reading when John Procter came up behind me. He bent down and breathed into my ear. This caught me by surprise resulting in me falling off the chair I was occupying. I closed my eyes awaiting the impact that never came. Just as I was going to hit the ground I felt two strong arms catch me. When I looked up John was there smiling at me lust filling his gaze. As soon as I noticed this I couldn't help but blush. I quickly muttered a thank you, this mixed with the blush caused him to let out a jolly laugh. As he set me to my feet he whispered into my ear that he liked me immensely. After hearing this I became braver; I asked him if there was anything I could do to repay him for saving me from hitting the ground. To this he replied "Oh I am sure I can think of something you could do. Meet me in the barn tonight after everyone goes to bed." then he left to go and do his chores.
After he left I stood there in shock for a good ten minutes before I went to go and do my responsibilities. I couldn't wait, the night could not come fast enough. However when the night finally came and I went out to meet John I was dismayed to find him not there. So I sat down and waited, as soon as a half hour went bye I had realized he was not coming. I got up and turned to leave but was stopped by a powerful voice asking me where I was going? I turned around and there he was standing at the entrance. If I had not thought him handsome before I certainly did that night under the light of the full moon. He came up to me and took me in his arms and kissed me. Not just a quick peck on the cheek but a kiss filled with lust and passion. It was my very first kiss and I was thrilled to have it be from the man I secretly loved. Well that one not so simple kiss led to a whole lot more that night. I gave away my virginity and if I could do it over again I wouldn't change a thing. Well it is getting late and I have church in the morning so I must go now. I will write again as soon as I am able but for now goodnight my dear friend.
Sincerely,
Abigail. Williams