Risk it all

Why would a person like me risks everything,

When we had absolutely nothing.

Why did I have to be here? It always caused me so much pain. The swings were creaking so much; I couldn't understand what was going on. One thing I knew for sure was, these swings sure needed oil, and a lot of it.

I used to come here as a kid. A kid with no worries. So much happy times, it was insane. But that world collapse, right from beneath me. I would ignore it as it never happen. But when they found out, I was really alone. All along, they didn't really care, did they? I've always been here, so I could think things through. But today, it really hit me.

So much laughter, smiles. Never any hurts. It would be nice to be them. To have a nice loving family. Who understands you, not underestimates you. Behind there backs, their parents would yell at each other. And get divorces, or worst. Leave us behind. There were so many things, which could and will make us fall. And for us, we are the orphans.

I know it's complicated to tell your friends that. They go ballistic. They are the blackmailers. They'd do what every other person would do. Stay away; Leave you alone; Tell everyone else; Or use you. They were my friends, but now I can't trust them. Not anyone, ever again.

So today's the day. We all get moved over to the next town's orphanage. I don't know what's ahead, but this time. I will avoid anyone, at all times. But it's hard. The rules are said easier than is.

#1. Avoid contact

#2. Don't speak

#3. Forget about everything else

#4. Don't trust

#5. Forget you had a life.

I don't think, you think this is normal. I mean, we have a life whether we want it or not. You can think of it like this. Your body and mind are living. But your soul is dead. I can see the car speeding down the highway. Making a dangerous turn, into Wing spread St. I got up and start walking towards the opening. And I waited. I had nothing. So I waited with nothing. Casual wear, long dirty blonde hair. My name is Rima Mashiro. And this is my beginning.

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