I cannot believe this! I cannot believe this! I cannot believe this! How could I have been so foolish? Ugh, stupid girl! Stupid, stupid, Girl!
I paced back and forth across my tiny dorm room holding the offensive device in my hand.
How could I have let this happen? Why me? I know this is karma catching up with me after all of these years, when I used to make fun of Jessica. It has to be… It just stock-piled up all of this time and now it's hit me like a Mac truck!
The phone ringing startled me from my internal monologue and quite honestly scared the crap out of me.
"Hello? … Oh thank God! I can't believe you got back to me so fast! Actually I can't believe a whole lot at the moment." I mumbled the last part. What have I gotten myself into?
"Yea, yea! That works for me. Tomorrow at Nine a.m. sharp. I've got it! I'll be there!" With a final declarative promise to show up, I hung up the phone and returned to pacing.
Tomorrow, I just need to make it through the night!
"Bella Swan" Stupid idiot who screwed up! … Present!
"Thank you honey. Here fill out this paper work and I'll need to make a copy of your insurance card and picture ID." I began handing over my ID and insurance card when it hit me.
"Um, do you really need my insurance card for this visit? I have cash…" The expression on my face must have said all that it needed to for the lady to understand.
"Oh Sweetie don't worry! Anything they'll send home will only have the name of our facility and state that services were rendered. No details." The nice lady reached out and laid a comforting hand on mine. I didn't know that woman, I had never seen her a day in my life that I could recall but I would take any comfort I could get. I was scared…. To death!