"I promised we would try," he whispered, suddenly tense "If … If I do something wrong, if I hurt you, you must tell me at one"
I nodded solemnly, keeping my eyes on his. I took another step through the waves and leaned my head against his chest.
"Don't be afraid," I murmured. "We belong together."
I was abruptly overwhelmed by the truth of my own words. This moment was so perfect, so right; there was no way to doubt it.
His arms wrapped around me, holding me against him, summer and winter. It felt like every nerve ending in my body was a live wire.
"Forever," he agreed, and then pulled us gently into deeper water, by the hand.
When we got so deep into the water as to brush my collarbones, Edwards' hands drifted up from my wrist, caressing my arm, leaving a trail of Goosebumps along the way. His eyes were locked on mine, the topaz shimmering hungrily, as his hands reached my hips. He lifted me up carefully, slowly, and I wrapped my legs around his body. He closed his eyes as he settled me around his waist, and I was aware of him holding his breath as I moved my body into a more comfortable position. A soft moan escaped his lips as he entered me. My hands gripped at his hair as I felt him getting deeper and deeper. Edwards face was so taut and frightened, his eyes tightly shut and his teeth biting at his bottom lip, this was not the way I wanted it to go, I wanted him to let go, to enjoy it. My hand moved from his scalp to his neck.
"Let go, Edward, I trust you." I purred, "I want you to enjoy this as much as me"
His eyes opened and focused, his love for me written all over his face, this was so hard for him, and I knew it.
"I don't want to hurt you, Bella, you're so fragile," his eyes were pained.
"Don't worry about me, Edward, I trust you."
He gave a nod and kissed me, wind whipped through my hair and when I opened my eyes, we were on the bed, soaking the sheets.
He was leaning over me, holding himself up with no trouble at all with his arms, either side of my head. His eyes turned black, and I twined my fingers around his wrists as he thrust into me. My head threw back against the pillow as I yelped.
"Bella? Are you okay?" his voice restless and velvet.
"Shh, just… carry on," I managed to get out.
He pulled out and then in, my moans getting louder each time. He started getting faster, more frantic and he rolled over, so I was on top of him.
I bent my head down, our bodies still moving with one another, and kissed him.
He snarled and he was back on top in a matter of milliseconds. His head was by my shoulder, his mouth in the pillow to try and stifle his moans; I felt the climax coming, I felt a rush of pleasure and I cried out
"Edward!" I cried again, tears brewing in my eyes "I love you"
My reaction seemed to make him peak, to set him off too. I felt him filling up inside of me, and him moaning by my head.
"I love you, Bella."
He rolled off me, and lay down by me. We stayed there for a long time; I could picture him sleeping, by my side, resting till the morning.
He turned over to me and looked at me, straight in the eye.
"That was unbelievable." He cocked a smile, my favourite smile, and pulled me so my head was leaning on his stomach. I didn't even have the energy to reply, I just smiled and fell asleep.
It was strange, how we knew how to act, how to move, but it was instinctive, and the most pleasurable thing I've ever experienced.
hope you liked it, it's my first one and i had a hard time trying not to put any vulgar words.. or to make it sound cheesy like a twelve year old wrote it. it's actually incredibly hard- no pun intended.