she hated this job. she really did. she just wanted to chill at home and watch anime. well "cartoons" as she would put it. her team mates like to poke fun at her. she was the out cast of her team. her name was Octavia Ember. she didn't really have a great past. had an abusive dad, mother killed her self right in front of her being the only Faunus lover on the team.
being the only one who like game's anime and "nerdy" things being the only one who is a know lesbian. she was alone

this was going through her head as she and her team were on a mission to hunt down all Grimm in the jungle not far from vacuo. she was the weakest on her team. she got a lot of shit from her team but today they didn't have time to give her shit cause they where on a mission. her thoughts gave the Grimm there position. their was heard and hoard's of beowolfs. she stabbed her dagger in the chest of a wolf and finally elbowed one right behind her. Dew her friend was chopping them in half. spinning the spear and cutting the heads off of several wolfs. her other two team mates taking care of the Grimm.
she turned around and was smacked by a beowolf sending her down to the ground . she was about to get up but the wolf got on top of her. his droll all over her face. he put his paw into the air...the red eyes and cold breath she could feel both. the eyes of death looking right at her and the cold damp breath form the wolf
ready to swing ready to hit her a hit that ..would kill her.

they say that when your about to die. your life would flash right before your eyes. it was kind of right. she had one flashback that popped into her mind.

flashback

"YOU UNGREATFUL BITCH"said a man who was clearly drunk. He had a wife beater on and short messy greasy blond hair. it looked like he didn't shave for 5 weeks and bottle of whisky in his left hand. the girl red head was on the ground rubbing her now redden cheek. it was going to leave a large bruise. his breath had the scent of booze and cigarettes. she was crying right in front of him and he got more mad and kicked her in the stomach. ….

"your going to be nothing but trash. nothing but a waste. the reason why maple jumped"

flash back end

'hes right' she thought she didn't try to grab her dagger.

she closed her eyes ready to meet her maker all her thoughts running through her head. she was scared. but she. was happy. she didn't have to be bullied. abused. getting threats. the idea of her dying made her happy. she had a tear falling down her cheek...a tear of joy. but next thing she knew she saw the beowolfs head. and body now two separate objects.
she saw a tan girl with long lack hair with orange tips on her bangs. she was also a Faunus . her body had nothing but scars some small but there was a large on right on her stomach and her back. tiger ears. her ears where of orange and black. she was wearing a fur bra and panties covering her chest and thighs. her sword was black and was pretty thick and had red and yellow strip on its blood grove.
Octavia open her eyes to the girl holding her hand up to help her . Dew was to busy fighting the Grimm to focus on the red head took the girls hand and she helped her get up.
"um thank you" Octavia said the girl smiled "hey wow your a person i aint seen on in" the girl tried to count "a bit" she said. the other two team mates ran signaling the girls to retreat. Octavia and Dew ran with the tiger right behind them. the Grimm chasing them. "soooo why are you guys running?" this made the team leader raise an eye brown. but didn't answer her. there was a bulk head landing right in front of them. as all 5 girls ran inside it. all of them panting but the tiger. " ok soooooo who let a animal on bored?" the girl with gray hair said. most of the people laughed. but the red head. there was a teacher on bored. the teacher had long brown hair. white skirt with a pink sundress. she had pink sun glasses on and a bottle of beer in her hand. she was also wore brown sandals "ah good job girls" she said drinking form the bottle. "you found the objective" this made the girl turn around. the girl with purple hair spoke "what do you mean objective i thought this was to clear out some Grimm" she said this and the teacher was still drinking her beer. "nope" she said popping the p."this is all classified stuff so listen up. see this girl is your real objective. i cant say why ok? so no question or you get detention" she said this made everyone on bored groan. Octavia turned around to speak to the girl "so im Octavia what's your name?" she said very shy. the girl tilted her head. Gwen spoke up first

"that's when you tell someone your name" she said in a very rude manner.

she didn't like the Faunus. just like Dew and Nebula "ummm whats a name?" she asked tilting her head. this shocked everyone. "god she dumb as a bag of hammers" "What's hammer?" everyone smacked her heads "well to let you all know" the teacher spoke "she had no proper education." everyone turned around everyone could tell this is going to be a long trip. "oh one more thing. the head master wants you guys to let her on your team." this is going to me a long long trip. the team made a landing safely at the school it was very large and it had a lot of students walking around . they where greeted by a girl with long black hair and a work dress "ah i see you made it back." "yes headmaster" they all said but the nameless girl. "ah glad you found her. now sense she wont know about the rules of school and society. so who wants to take the role to teach her and be her care taker. I want updates on her progress." dew, Nebula, and Gwen stepped back making Octavia the person with the role

the team made it to there room with the Faunus girl. they had open the door and the Faunus girl didn't know to how to react. she saw that there was a tv and pointed to it "what that?" she asked Octavia answered all her questions "a T.V" she looked around "whats that?" "a bed" "that?" "a blanket" "th-" "ok whats with all the dam questions!" Dew yelled at the tiger and she looked at her

"oh i lived in jungle sense young never lived out". she said.. the team got annoyed and knew that Octavia had her hands full

"that explains the smell i thought it was cause of you being a dirty animal." everyone laughed at the joke but Octavia. "well she does smell i think she should take a shower" the red head said. "shower?" Octavia took her to the bath got a large onesie pj so that she can wear for the rest of the day. it was a onesie that looked like from one of her favorite anime. dragon ball z. it was modeled after goku's gi. "so take off your bra and pants and put this on" she said putting on the counter. the nameless girl looked at the bath and titled her head looking around. she pointed at the sink "whats that?" she pointed to it and Octavia sighed. she let the shower run and she told her to put her head on the water and the tiger did slowly not trusting the water. as she did her head was a bit wet. Octavia got hand full of shampoo and rubbed it on her head. after a good rub the red spoke. "now stay in the shower and clean your head off. ill tell you when your done." she said. she saw the girl take off the furred clothing and when in. Octavia blushing at this. as she got what to do slowly got in the shower Octavia left the and yelled.
"be careful. the floor will be slippery" she said the other side of the door yelling. and leaving a sigh out of her mouth she could tell this is going to be a ruff time for her. Octavia could see that her team mates where relaxing. Octavia sat down on her bed rubbing her temples.

"SO" said Gwen. the gray headed girl was getting ready to go to bed.

"so what?" Octavia said dew had a smirk. "so what are we going to do with it"

this made Octavia mad by her friend calling her it.

'well SHES going to take a shower get something to eat and go to bed" Octavia said annoyed.

" sleeping in the closet" said Nebula. Octavia looked at her shocked but did not want to fight her on this.

later at night.

everyone was a sleep. the moon was full and the named less girl was sleeping in the closet. she was fine with it. cause she didn't understand that she was being treated poorly. Octavia on the other hand.. wasn't a sleep. she couldn't get any sleep all night. she was sad.

sad that she was alive

sad that she was saved

sad that she didn't get her face torn off by the claws of a beowolf

Octavia slowly and quietly walked in to the bath room and locked it. she turned on the light and looked under the dresser. she had a black bag that was her's

"saving kit" she called it but in reality it was two things. an aura drainer witched drained her aura to 0 and a razer..

Octavia looked at the merroir and was sweating. her eyes red and puffy from crying all night.

crying for being alone

crying cause her dad was right. she was useless.

"why don't you do it." nebula said in her head

"what a fucking dyke" said dew

"loser"said a student that goes to there school

"nerd" said Gwen

all the voices rushing in her mind telling her things. telling her the truth. how Octavia is a loser who cant do anything right

Octavia put the drainer wrist band on her wrist and her a little beep letting know its done draining and took the razer. she slowly lifted her shirt to see...cuts all over her body. some large some small. most being scabs and still fresh. some of the cute being scars. some deep cut's. she was shocked that she never had an infection witch made her mad sometimes. she thinks its cause of dew healing semblance. after every mission dew would heal everyone so it cleaned out her cut's. Octavia than took the razer to her gut and made a cut . from her breast slowly to her belly button. it hurt at first but felt...great. blood all over her body and the blade. oozing from the sides of the cut. she stopped and moved to her side now making a second cut.

a 3rd cut on her shoulder

and a fourth on her belly.

each cut she did represented the mess ups she made that day.

she heard the voices stop. and she might of been able to sleep. she put back on her red nightgown and cleaned up her mess. hoping to get some sleep.

she was wrong