sometimes i wonder if somewhere out there is that special someone for you that is looking at the same big dark sky and stars maybe thinking about you and wondering if your there to. that's what i always though until now. people say wait until it comes. but when you think about it people always get divorce and there marriage might have lasted for about 10 years or more or less. no one really never finds there prince charming. and then they write books on love that you'll never find. about prince charming coming to the rescue helping you in your time of need. that someday your prince well come and you'll live happy ever after. why can't they tell us that no one lives happy in the real world . that what I think right now. hey the name's natalie but call me naty. I'm 16 year old and right now I'm at this boarding school in England. Forgot the name, oh well. I'm here thinking how great my life use to be. i use to live with my mom, little sister. Oh my two little baby's lilo and angel my dogs. i never had i boyfriend or had my first kiss. I know, I know at age 16 and never your first kiss. but i want my kiss to be special and sweet. Not just to kiss a guy because i feel like it. i have long black hair with red highlight and purple at the tips in layers. big round violet color eyes. i'm 105 pounds and height of 5'1. I use to have brown color hair but after what happen i had to change the color. But hey I like it. i bet your wondering what happen. right well lets go back 1 year and 4 months.