Title: Losing the Game
Rating: M
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha.
Summary: When Kagome is forced to lose the game of love, will her past destroy her?
Note: Warning Abuse and Rape.
Prologue
I was probably the only child at age 10 that hated playing games. Well, specifically that game. You know the one. Well, maybe you don't, maybe I'm the only one who knows it.
Daddy taught me it. I wish he hadn't, I really don't understand it. There are no winners or losers. It's typically played with just two people, probably because no one else likes it. The rules always change in this game. Sometimes you have to be quiet, other times you don't. Sometimes you have to play naked, sometimes you don't. I think Daddy made it up, he cheats.
He always cries out at the end of it. I think that means he won, but I'm not sure. Maybe it just means the game is over. I told Daddy this game hurts. He laughed and said most games do, look at football. I don't remember games hurting before this one.
I always know when Daddy wants to play. He always smiles and says the same thing.
"Wanna play a game?"I'm supposed to say yes, but one time I said no. That time the game hurt a lot more than usual.
When I was eleven Daddy asked to play in front of my brother. He's a year older. Daddy said he could play too. Kouga doesn't like the game wither, he says it hurts him too. I want to ask Mommy if she ever plays the game, but Daddy says I can't. How long does this game last? Kouga wants to practice with me now. He says he wants to get better because Daddy told him it would hurt less. I don't think it will. I've been playing longer than Kouga and it still hurts. Well really, it doesn't hurt in the same way anymore. Daddy just makes new things hurt.
It used to be just, you know, down there, but now it's my backside too. The worst though is when the games involves my mouth, it makes me gag. Thankfully, Daddy's favorite is my backside though. That's one hurts, but I don't have to look at him. I close myself off during the game, like when you close your eyes and cover your ears. If you ignore it, it will go away. You make yourself invisible. It seems to help; it makes the game go by faster. It's when you pay attention Daddy make the game longer, he says he has more fun.
No one else seems to play this game. I tried asking around, like what type of games do their mommies and daddies play, but they only talk about cars and dolls. Am I the only one that knows this game?
End of prologue. I know I'm working on my other stories, but due to some recent trials in my own life I felt that it was important I should not wait and go ahead with the publication of this story. Please review!
Aslan