I don't feel fully awake, and yet I don't feel tired at all,

Kind of in between,

Lifeless

An empty shell

I have no thoughts or feelings running through me,

None

It's like I am dead inside,

Yet I am talking,

Walking…

The undead but better

I need something to fill me up,

Fill me with joy or happiness or reason to even think a little thought,

Even then, there is still nothing

Please help me