Had Again

Sonny & Emily

"General Hospital"

Fan Fiction

Written by

Kae

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She was used to it.

And she was beginning to hate it.

"Figure it out."

"Take your time."

Blah.

Blah.

Blah.

Blah.

Sonny has never once repeated those sentences, unless you count him adding or removing words from them or simply switching them around.

She sits down on the couch quietly.

He, not at all surprisingly, keeps his distance.

She had just kissed him.

He had returned it.

Harder.

She had almost tipped over.

He had then break it.

Right then he had said it.

"I'll still be here."

Had again.

He was sweet.

But she was beginning to hate it.

She feels his eyes on her.

She turns her attention to him.

He looks away.

She looks and touches her watch, her watch from Sonny.

She quickly stands up.

She walks towards him.

She touches his face.

Both hands.

He holds onto her waist.

Both hands.

He begins to kiss her.

She kisses him back.

Harder.

She pulls away.

Leaving him breathless.

She rests her head on his shoulder.

As if they were dancing.

She lifts her head.

"I can't do this anymore," she whispers.

She kisses him--- one more time.

"Emily…" he speaks.

She smiles.

"I don't know how else to make you believe me," she begins.

"I want to be with you. Just you," she continues.

"But I can't wait for you," she ends.

"I won't," she adds.

She grabs a hold of his hands.

And lightly pushes them away.

She turns away.

"Emily…"

Once again, was all Sonny could say.

She turns to him.

"I won't be this woman who have to prove something to you!" she exclaims.

She never once raised her voice that way before.

"I'm not asking you to be!" he retorts.

"What do you want from me, Sonny?" she whispers.

He looks down.

She turns and begins to walk away.

"Emily…"

Once again, was all Sonny could say.

"Goodbye," Emily smiles.

"Please…" Sonny begins.

"Don't go," he finishes.

"Don't go," he repeats.

"Just. Stop," Emily cries.

She quickly runs and kisses him.

She quickly pulls away.

She walks away.

"I could love you,"

Sonny whispers.

"I've felt myself love you,"

Sonny confesses.

"But, I know… I'll end up hurting you."

She was getting used to it.

And she was beginning to hate it.

But she couldn't help it.

She could love him.

She does.

She could break him.

She will.