Having not written for a while, this isn't my best. Anyway, Read & Review? I'll try to update my other stories soon, but my muse kind of died. I may be beginning a new story in the coming days.
You still dream of him, as you lie next to your husband at night. You thought you could get him out of your head, you thought you were finished. He haunts you, during the day, and in your dreams too. You see how you've crushed his spirit, his fire, and it haunts you.
You thought you could be finished with him, that you could forget. But you know you can't.
You husband has started to notice, you're not yourself anymore. You're not fully there when you're with him, you're not together. You're forgetting things, too busy running from the haunting.
It's serious now, you're husband has taken you to an expert. He thinks you need help.
But deep, deep down inside, you know what you need. You need the spirit you crushed, you need that man.
But it's too late now, you know that. You're married, and you're husband wants children.
You've dug yourself a hole you can't get out of. And you are haunted, by the life you could've had.