Author's note: i am really surprised at myself after having written this. really sorry if it isn't a "nice" fanfic. no names used in here, but if you think about it carefully, you can pretty much figure out who and who i'm writing about. ^_^ r&r pls~
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Title: Innocent's Innocence
I was just sitting there, and I wasn't intending on doing anything, but she walked over to me, and told me to sit next to her. I didn't know what to say to her, and I didn't know it was wrong to sit next to her, so I just did what she told me to do.
I didn't say anything to her about myself, but somehow she just started talking to me, and I was wondering why she knew my name, where I lived, how old I was, and all that. I didn't ask though, even though I was wondering. There are some things that you are dying to ask, but never get to. It's just like that, that's what she said. She also said that people like us die fast, so we have to live life to the fullest, and make sure that we get to go through everything. And experience everything.
And then she touched me. There.
I didn't feel afraid at that time, seriously, I didn't, because I knew her from before, and I knew she would never do anything to hurt me, intentionally at least; she wouldn't do it, I just knew that she wouldn't.
But she touched me again. There.
I was a little uncomfortable about it, so I told her to stop. She did, and she got up, and told me to follow her, so I did what she told me to do. She brought me to some place, I don't know where, and I was sweating badly. It was very hot there, and I was feeling very hot as well. I know people only feel hot when they... But it was different for me, I was really perspiring. I wiped my forehead, and let her lead me to a bed.
She said that if I was not feeling well, I could lie there for a moment, while she got ready. I asked her what she was getting ready for, and she didn't say anything but the letter 'u'. She repeated it after she saw my puzzled face, and I tried not to seem so confused, because I didn't want her to be angry at me, so I only told her 'okay'.
I think she thought I was fine with her, so she carried on with herself. She began to undress, and I was wondering a little why she was taking off her clothes. I thought, maybe she also felt hot, like me. I realised I was still sweating. I wondered why there was no air-conditioner in the dark room. Maybe she had forgotten to turn it on. But I didn't ask her about it, because I didn't want to interrupt her. After all, she was getting ready for something, or someone called 'u', and I didn't feel good about hindering her movements.
After a few minutes, she walked towards me, and I could see her face a bit, but the room was still too dark for me to see her whole body. I wouldn't have been enthusiastic about that though, because it was not too nice if I saw her private parts. I think she didn't turn on the lights because she didn't want me to see her naked as well. I thought that was quite thoughtful of her too, since she considered how I would feel.
Anyway, I felt her hand touch my face, instead of there, and I figured she was lost in the dark, and couldn't find her way. I told her that she was near the bed in the room, and she told me she knew. I was confused again, but I suppose she knew what she was talking about.
I decided to not make much noise, because she was probably trying to go to the bed and sleep. I had always been sitting on the bed, so I stood up, so that she could get under the covers and have a nice dream. But she pulled me down again, and placed the blanket over me, and over my face.
I wondered if she was playing a game with me, but she didn't say much about the rules of the game, so I figured that maybe she was not playing any game after all. She mumbled some words under her breath, and I leaned closer to her to hear what she was trying to say, but she didn't repeat her words; she bit my ear, and I groaned a bit. I apologised to her, because I had not paid attention to her words the first time she said them. She didn't seem to forgive me, because she tore at my clothes, and ripped them off my body. She pushed me upwards, and used her mouth to bite my belt, and she was yanking it off.
I didn't understand what she was trying to do, but again, I didn't ask, because it was rude to interrupt someone when he or she is doing something. I thought that perhaps her hands were busy holding on to my chest, that is why she had to use her teeth instead. I did ask her if she needed my help in removing my belt, and she said nothing.
I was quite angry with myself because I felt so rude to have kept interrupting her. After a while, she had taken off my jeans as well, and I was naked too, like her. We were both lying under the covers on her bed. I could feel her breathing very heavily against my forehead, and I tried to move. I felt that I should not have taken up so much bed space, so I tried to back away a bit, so that she could have a comfortable bed to sleep in. But she used her hand to push my face closer to her breasts, and I quickly closed my mouth, because I was afraid I would hurt her.
I was still sweating, and by that time, my hair was soaked in my own perspiration. I felt a little uncomfortable, but decided that I would not disturb her, since she was sleeping so soundly. I was angry at myself again, however, because I had disturbed her, and she woke up. She pulled at my hair, and though it was a little painful, I didn't say anything.
Then she got on top of me, and forced herself on me. It felt a little weird, and I was slightly confused, becaue I didn't know what she was trying to do. It felt a little painful after a while, and I cautiously requested for her to stop- I was afraid she would get angry. I didn't want to her to be angry, because she didn't look pretty when she was angry.
She did stop though, and I smiled, because I had not angered her. She moved herself downwards, and licked my body, and it was quite ticklish, so I laughed. She grabbed my jaw, and told me to shut up, so I apologised profusely. I was so sorry that I made her annoyed.
She started to lick other parts of my body, and even began to suck.... I didn't say a word, I was truely a good boy. I didn't make her get irritated with me too much, I was truely a good boy. I just lay there, and kept quiet, while she enjoyed herself. I knew that she was enjoying herself because she stopped pulling my hair, or biting me.
The door to the room opened and the lights went on. Many men in uniform ( i think ) walked in. They made her really mad; she screamed and shrieked so loudly. I was so sad, and afraid, because the men were taking her away. I begged the men to stop, but they ignored me. I begged for them to let her go- she was such a nice and gentle person, what did she do wrong?! They only ignored me.
One of them walked towards me. He was wearing a white uniform, and he covered me with the blanket. I could see that the blanket was stained with blood, and I was horrified because I thought I had hurt her. The man in white hugged me close to him, and he kept saying repeatedly, "You're okay now, don't be afraid. You're okay now... You're safe now... She won't hurt you anymore..."
I didn't understand at all, and for the first time, I shouted at everyone.
"Give me back my Mummy!!!!"
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Title: Innocent's Innocence
I was just sitting there, and I wasn't intending on doing anything, but she walked over to me, and told me to sit next to her. I didn't know what to say to her, and I didn't know it was wrong to sit next to her, so I just did what she told me to do.
I didn't say anything to her about myself, but somehow she just started talking to me, and I was wondering why she knew my name, where I lived, how old I was, and all that. I didn't ask though, even though I was wondering. There are some things that you are dying to ask, but never get to. It's just like that, that's what she said. She also said that people like us die fast, so we have to live life to the fullest, and make sure that we get to go through everything. And experience everything.
And then she touched me. There.
I didn't feel afraid at that time, seriously, I didn't, because I knew her from before, and I knew she would never do anything to hurt me, intentionally at least; she wouldn't do it, I just knew that she wouldn't.
But she touched me again. There.
I was a little uncomfortable about it, so I told her to stop. She did, and she got up, and told me to follow her, so I did what she told me to do. She brought me to some place, I don't know where, and I was sweating badly. It was very hot there, and I was feeling very hot as well. I know people only feel hot when they... But it was different for me, I was really perspiring. I wiped my forehead, and let her lead me to a bed.
She said that if I was not feeling well, I could lie there for a moment, while she got ready. I asked her what she was getting ready for, and she didn't say anything but the letter 'u'. She repeated it after she saw my puzzled face, and I tried not to seem so confused, because I didn't want her to be angry at me, so I only told her 'okay'.
I think she thought I was fine with her, so she carried on with herself. She began to undress, and I was wondering a little why she was taking off her clothes. I thought, maybe she also felt hot, like me. I realised I was still sweating. I wondered why there was no air-conditioner in the dark room. Maybe she had forgotten to turn it on. But I didn't ask her about it, because I didn't want to interrupt her. After all, she was getting ready for something, or someone called 'u', and I didn't feel good about hindering her movements.
After a few minutes, she walked towards me, and I could see her face a bit, but the room was still too dark for me to see her whole body. I wouldn't have been enthusiastic about that though, because it was not too nice if I saw her private parts. I think she didn't turn on the lights because she didn't want me to see her naked as well. I thought that was quite thoughtful of her too, since she considered how I would feel.
Anyway, I felt her hand touch my face, instead of there, and I figured she was lost in the dark, and couldn't find her way. I told her that she was near the bed in the room, and she told me she knew. I was confused again, but I suppose she knew what she was talking about.
I decided to not make much noise, because she was probably trying to go to the bed and sleep. I had always been sitting on the bed, so I stood up, so that she could get under the covers and have a nice dream. But she pulled me down again, and placed the blanket over me, and over my face.
I wondered if she was playing a game with me, but she didn't say much about the rules of the game, so I figured that maybe she was not playing any game after all. She mumbled some words under her breath, and I leaned closer to her to hear what she was trying to say, but she didn't repeat her words; she bit my ear, and I groaned a bit. I apologised to her, because I had not paid attention to her words the first time she said them. She didn't seem to forgive me, because she tore at my clothes, and ripped them off my body. She pushed me upwards, and used her mouth to bite my belt, and she was yanking it off.
I didn't understand what she was trying to do, but again, I didn't ask, because it was rude to interrupt someone when he or she is doing something. I thought that perhaps her hands were busy holding on to my chest, that is why she had to use her teeth instead. I did ask her if she needed my help in removing my belt, and she said nothing.
I was quite angry with myself because I felt so rude to have kept interrupting her. After a while, she had taken off my jeans as well, and I was naked too, like her. We were both lying under the covers on her bed. I could feel her breathing very heavily against my forehead, and I tried to move. I felt that I should not have taken up so much bed space, so I tried to back away a bit, so that she could have a comfortable bed to sleep in. But she used her hand to push my face closer to her breasts, and I quickly closed my mouth, because I was afraid I would hurt her.
I was still sweating, and by that time, my hair was soaked in my own perspiration. I felt a little uncomfortable, but decided that I would not disturb her, since she was sleeping so soundly. I was angry at myself again, however, because I had disturbed her, and she woke up. She pulled at my hair, and though it was a little painful, I didn't say anything.
Then she got on top of me, and forced herself on me. It felt a little weird, and I was slightly confused, becaue I didn't know what she was trying to do. It felt a little painful after a while, and I cautiously requested for her to stop- I was afraid she would get angry. I didn't want to her to be angry, because she didn't look pretty when she was angry.
She did stop though, and I smiled, because I had not angered her. She moved herself downwards, and licked my body, and it was quite ticklish, so I laughed. She grabbed my jaw, and told me to shut up, so I apologised profusely. I was so sorry that I made her annoyed.
She started to lick other parts of my body, and even began to suck.... I didn't say a word, I was truely a good boy. I didn't make her get irritated with me too much, I was truely a good boy. I just lay there, and kept quiet, while she enjoyed herself. I knew that she was enjoying herself because she stopped pulling my hair, or biting me.
The door to the room opened and the lights went on. Many men in uniform ( i think ) walked in. They made her really mad; she screamed and shrieked so loudly. I was so sad, and afraid, because the men were taking her away. I begged the men to stop, but they ignored me. I begged for them to let her go- she was such a nice and gentle person, what did she do wrong?! They only ignored me.
One of them walked towards me. He was wearing a white uniform, and he covered me with the blanket. I could see that the blanket was stained with blood, and I was horrified because I thought I had hurt her. The man in white hugged me close to him, and he kept saying repeatedly, "You're okay now, don't be afraid. You're okay now... You're safe now... She won't hurt you anymore..."
I didn't understand at all, and for the first time, I shouted at everyone.
"Give me back my Mummy!!!!"
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