A/N: Dude! I meant for these to be less drama filled and more like they were reminiscing. Not this. And now that I've written it I can't seem to friggin' change it! Grrr! Anywho, this is for Father's day. I figured John would deserve some love too! I called my dad, have you? ((If you don't have a dad then call your mom and say it's a do-over mother's day))

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural.

Warnings: Umh… Spoilers for My Time of Dying and All Hell Breaks Loose Part 1


Dad,

I know we never got along and I'm sorry for that. I know it's my fault that I was so pig-headed and unwilling to see your side of things. You wanted to protect me- us. Keep us all safe from what the world had in store for us.

All that training was just getting us prepared for what was to come. If you hadn't shown us what true evil was I wouldn't have made it past Cold Oak. Dean wouldn't have made the deal because he wouldn't have known about it, I wouldn't come back, and Dean would move on. Get that normal life we both know he's always wanted.

I'm sorry for being the way I was.

I love you,

Happy father's day

-Sammy