People say high school is a dry run for the rest of your life ,but really I just think it's a bottomless pit of hell that parents use to get away from there children its official high school sucks .I am a junior and have nothing to show for it sure I am Kurt Hummel and fashion god of McKinley but I still haven't experienced anything with real meaning like love or a first date first kiss .
Blaine was really the only thing keeping me from going absolutely insane I had Mercedes and Tina but I mean with Blaine it was different Mercedes was always sympathetic as Tina but Blaine had actually been though these things he was there for me I mean I was in love with him but well Blaine made it clear that he just wasn't ready for a relationship .
"hey" I jumped and slowly turned around to find my best friend Blaine standing there with a humongous smile hair slicked back lime green bow tie "crap, Blaine you scared the fuck out of me" he smiled even wider "guess what?" I closed my locker and stepped in line with him to walk to French "what ever could it be Blaine " I tried my hardest to sound sarcastic he nudged me "my mom said I could come over today " he shook his hands in small circles in front of us he looked up at me "yay right ?" I looked at him his hazel eyes shining I wish he would give me a chance it was moments like this thank made me the most angry "are you okay kurtsie"oh god now the cute nicknames what is it with Blaine ugh just leave me to be even more sexually frustrated lately just thinking of his eyes made me need to take a cold shower now this "yea I am fine so excited ,we are going in your car right" he leaned his head on my shoulder "yea my car ugh I am so tired its ridiculous " I said a quick by see you tonight and left he really needed to stop doing this to me I loved him
By the end of the day I was exhausted so ready to just go to Blaine's house and relax I had to first drive home cold shower get ready pack some old musicals and some of my hair products every trip to Blaine's without fail he asked me to wash his hair weird but it was like our ritual. As I walked to my car I noticed Mercedes leaning against it "hey my boy " I love Mercedes but she was a walking stereotype "hey cedes"
She got up and hugged me "are you going to do it " she is so controlling "I don't know cedes I love him but he doesn't love me "she rolled her eyes "and he never will if you don't tell him how you feel "and as if on cue Sam and Blaine come walking up
"and that is why Donkey Kong changed Mario games forever" Sam was literally the most nerdy kid I have ever met
"oh" Blaine never failed at sounded really interested regardless of what Sam said
Sam ran behind Mercedes and spun her around catching her in a searing kiss I couldn't help but wish one day me and Blaine you hit that point in our relationship even though he still had no clue I love him Blaine passed them faking throwing up I could help but giggle and before I had a chance to stop laughing he put his arms around me in a hug laying his face in the nook in my neck " hey " his warm breath touched my neck I had to stop myself this was Blaine and he didn't mean anything by this "well hello Mr. Anderson' he laughed and let go " we should just leave your car " I leaned to hug him again he welcomed me "no I need to take a shower " he looked up from my neck "take one at my house " I loved Blaine like this so much like a child " no I have to go " he let go and waved good bye tonight no matter what I would tell him just how I feel