"A Note From The Author"

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Some of you might not know this, but I'm a Christian, have been since I was 9 ((6 years ago)) & I've pretty much always just had this vague outlook on the world. Ya know? Well, I was reading this book the other day ("Diary of a Girl: Becoming Me") & it just really took me by surprise. Cuz, I mean, I haven't read a book (( like a REAL book, one that isn't on the lol)) in so long, about 5 months, & I really didn't think I would get into anything. But this book just really hit me hard, the whole entire time I was reading it.

I know, I probably sound like such a fruit cake at the moment, but basically the book just taught me so much that no human being had ever gotten close to ((lol, how ironic)). And after I finished it, I went on with my old business, trying to find another song for the next chapter of my book Just Want You To Know Who I Am. But oddly enough, I came across a song I hadn't heard since I was in 7th grade: "Hero" by Superchick.

Now I'm not saying I'm some kind of super Jesus Freak or something, but ever since I read that book, I've just changed in a way, that I just have almost a whole new outlook on life. It sounds so gay, I know, but like, I just got this feeling in the pit of my stomach, or rather, in my heart, that God was trying to tell me something. So I went & found the CD that had that song on it, & listened to it, & it brought back so many memories, so many feelings so new & fresh, yet so familiar.

So, over the past few minutes I've been writing this incredibly long author's note thing, I've realized that maybe I could incorporate some of these amazing feelings & experiences into my writing. Something completely new, & very unexplored territory, but I still wanna try it.

But before you go all screwy on me, let me get this out: No, I'm not trying to push Christianity onto you, nor am I trying to preach the gospel on a fan fiction site lol. All I'm trying to do is get some writing out that people can relate to in a more, let's say, "deeper feelings" way. I've never tried to put religion into my writing before, & I'm probably gonna suck at it, but I think, "oh, what the heck" lol.

And again, I'm sorry for the very long, uninteresting "prologue" sorta thing. Think of it as more, the story behind the story, kinda like the "behind the scenes" feature on the Sweeney Todd movie xD

But yea, getting on with it… I'll have this story started by Monday, at the least, maybe. I dunno. Lol. One thing I'm sure of: If you don't like the touchy, feely" sorta stories, than I'm 

sorry. Don't read this then. Or if you're a different religion: Buddhism, Hinduism, Satanism, Wiccan, Pagan, I dunno a lot of religions lol sorry. Don't read this story if it'll against anything of moral value to you. If I've already offended you with my kinda sorta "testimony" thing already, I am GREATLY sorry. I just don't wanna get a whole buncha flames from people offended by this story. I just really wanted to try something different that God seemed to be asking me to try.

Thank you all, whoever might have actually taken the time to read this dumb message letter thing. Lol. Congratulations if you actually aren't completely bored out of your mind at this point… 5 & a puppy to you xD

Your Mind Corrupt, Tear Stricken, Basket Case of an Author,

SamanthaSavvy :