Hostias
For a moment I am centered
For a moment I am free
For a moment I can close my eyes
And be who I want to be
A great unholy sacrifice
To keep the grave at bay
A promise I have broken
To those I have betrayed
A war torn will my heart has left
To mend the one I love
But a thing that cannot justify
This monster I've become
The ties that tightly bind us
Immutably grow weak
I hope you know the things you love
Are the things you cannot keep
Listen close to what I've said
As I fade to black
I'll always be right there with you
Someday I'm coming back
(Hostias is latin for 'sacrifices')