Think of all the things that would have gone through Alphonse Elric's mind. His life has been taken away from him and replaced with a hollow shell. This is my interpretation of his thoughts. R&R
This body…
No…
This empty shell!
It's so lonely…
Nobody understands
They think that it would be great to be…
To be like this!
They couldn't be more wrong
It's a living nightmare…
The darkness of night…
It scares me
No one is there to comfort me
I'm all alone
Why does no one understand!?
I have only two of the five senses…
I can see things…
I can hears things…
But I cannot feel them
Taste them…
Smell them…
Why can't I just be normal again!
Everyone says that I have reached immortality…
And they would do anything for it…
I would do anything just to get rid of it…
And to live normally…
I hate this!
I want to be able to sleep at night…
Feel exhausted after a long day…
Work up an appetite…
Appreciate the hot and cold temperatures…
Why is it out of my reach!?
I don't understand!
I know Brother and I made a mistake…
But we've made up for it!
Just give me my body back!
Give my sanity back to me!
Why do I have to keep suffering!?
What have I done that is so wrong!?
I've made up for my past mistakes!
I've lived my life honorably!
What else do you want from me!?
What else will you take from me…