I'm Haruhi Fujioka

I'm Haruhi Fujioka. This is the story of how I screwed up my life.

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I woke up and rubbed my eyes. I turned to my side and smiled, watching my husband, Kyouya, sleep peacefully.

I tried to get out of the bed as quietly as I could. I didn't want to awaken the Demon Lord. I went down the stairs and into the kitchen. Since Kyouya has to go to work almost as soon as he wakes up, I decided to make breakfast for him.

Several minutes later, a full course meal had been cooked. I sat down at the table, thinking I may have made too much food. I picked up a bowl and started nibbling on the rice inside.

Then, I heard our bedroom door open. Kyouya made his way down the stairs while adjusting his glasses. Once his eyes adjusted to the light, he noticed there was food on the table.

"Oh good morning Haruhi." He walked over to me and kissed my cheek.

I smiled. He sat down and picked up a piece of bread. We ate in silence, as usual. I didn't even noticed when Kyouya got up.

"I'll be home around 8 tonight Haruhi."

"Ok. Have a nice day at work." I walked over to him and watched him walk out of the house. I stood there until he was gone.

I turned around, thinking of what I needed to do today. I heard light moans and groans coming from upstairs.

I gasp and ran up the stairs, cursing myself because I forgot about one of the most important things in my life.

I open the bedroom adjacent to mine and threw the door open widely.

"Miki? Are you okay sweetie" I ran over to the side of the side and sat beside my 3 year old daughter.

"Mommy I'm not feeling well today." I could tell. She looked very pale and weak. Her silky black hair was splayed all over her pillow. Her dark brown eyes were puffy and red.

"Miki this is why I tell you not to play in the rain" I scolded her.

"Sorry mommy." She coughed violently, which made me feel bad for her.

"It's okay Miki. Just rest here in bed. I'll be back to check on you later." I walked out of the room, smiling as I closed the door.

Just as I made my way down the stairs, the doorbell rang. I rushed to the door, just in case it was anyone important.

When I saw who was on the other side of the door, my heart almost stopped. At my doorstep was Tamaki Suou. The man I haven't seen since my wedding, 3 years ago.

We both just stood there, taking in each other's changed appearance. He didn't look that different. He was still a little taller than me. That was pretty much it.

The changed one was me. I grew out my hair a little past my shoulder. I wasn't wearing any boyish clothing. I was wearing a light pink sundress that Kyouya bought me a few days ago. Tamaki was probably surprised that I looked more womanly than I did before.

"H-Haruhi…" Tamaki embraced me tightly. I hugged him back. We just stood at the door, hugging each other like we haven't seen each other in forever. I finally broke the everlasting hug.

"Come in, I'll make us some tea." I walked into the kitchen, slightly happier than I was just a few minutes ago. I came back with 2 cups of tea. I set them on the table and sat down next to Tamaki.

"So Haruhi, how have you been these days? Are you happy with Kyouya? How's Miki?" Tamaki finally choked out after a few minutes of silence.

"Um I'm fine. I've been working a lot but today I have a day off. Me and Kyouya's relationship is fine. We rarely fight. Miki's fine. Actually Miki is upstairs resting. She recently caught a cold. So how are you?"

"Well I'm fine. I still haven't won over my grandmother but I think I'm getting to her" He said with a crooked smile, "Right now, I'm just helping my dad, not doing anything really serious."

"Well that's good." I said while smiling warmly. I was happy that he was doing something that could help the company even though his grandmother still doesn't accept him.

Tamaki stared at me for a while. I didn't even notice him inching towards me. Without warning, he pressed his lips against mine.

I was shocked. But I didn't really show it. Tamaki ended the kiss quickly.

"I'm so sorry Haruhi! I didn't mean to kiss you! It just sort of happened! I know your happy with Kyouya and you even had a kid with him and…" I stopped his useless ranting by covering his mouth.

"I've been wanting you to do that ever since you walked in the door." I kiss him and he kissed back. He inserted his tongue into my mouth. I ran my hand through his silky blonde hair. He slowly moved his hand under my dress.

We stopped kissing at that moment. Tamaki looked hurt because I had broke the kiss.

"I'm sorry Haruhi. I don't know what I was…" I covered his mouth again. I turned my head towards the stairs to make sure that Miki wasn't watching us from the stairs.

"No it's okay. I just wanted to make sure Miki wasn't watching us from the steps." We started to kiss again. I started to unbutton Tamaki's shirt and he started to pull off my dress.

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I woke up a few hours later. Tamaki was holding me around my waist. I rubbed my eyes trying to clear my vision.

I gasped as I looked down at myself. I was naked and so was Tamaki. I started to cry. I can't believe I just had sex with someone other than Kyouya.

Tamaki woke up. He looked at both of us and gasped. I guess he didn't really know what he was doing either.

"…I think I should leave…" We both put back on her clothes, trying not to make eye contact with each other.

We both walked to the door. I had stopped cry. Maybe I wouldn't get pregnant. Then Kyouya would never find out about this. My mistake wouldn't affect our relationship and ruin Miki's life.

Tamaki opened the front door. He turned to face me.

"I'm sorry Haruhi…" He tried to hug me, but I pushed him away. He left, looking hurt.

As soon as he was gone, I collapsed onto the ground and started sobbing, instantly regretting what I did.

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YAY! My first Ouran story! Tell me what you think. I tried to be detailed and I tried to make it longer than my other stories. The next chapter will be up soon!