Strange occurrences

Chapter 1:

When I first laid eyes on her I knew we were in for a roller coaster ride together. She treated me like a human being and was the first one to make me feel… alive. What can I say? She was perfect in every way but we couldn't be together and it still kills me everyday.

I didn't believe in love but she was the only exception. We spoke through a crisis of my own, I couldn't handle the problem and lets just say she was the light at the end of the tunnel. We spoke ever since then, about her, about me. We connected. I dunno it always felt real because of her and she opened my eyes to something I could not fore see.

My heart melts every time I'm around her but I pick myself up and shove myself in her direction in hope for a was beautiful and not to mention out of my league but that never stopped me from trying. If you're anything like me, people don't show an interest in you but you still try in hope. I just knew she was one of a kind and I would have done anything to be with her.

It would never work, we were both girls and circumstances prevented me from coming clean with the way I felt. I had sinned in the name of God but if all God can do is punish me in the afterlife for this beautiful sin then so be it. Even thinking about her gives me butterflies and hardens my throat. I just wish something would happen between us, anything!

A few days later I met her in person at a place which resembled our first ever meeting and shes always there on certain days. I wore my casual clothes (I have a poor dress sense) as did she but she looked… radiant. There we were talking again about common interests and annoyances and I just couldn't break away from her glorious smile. Her aura almost beckoned me to come closer. I couldn't let what was in front of me go and I refused to.

We locked lips for a second until she pulled away finishing my fantasy forever. If she didn't like me back she would lose everything and I would lose my heart. After the break, she was cool about it and we sat on the grass and continued to talk as if nothing had happened. I'd screwed it up, of course she didn't like me, I mean who would.

We talked for a good half hour until she acknowledged what had happened and simply asked 'how long have you felt like this?' I was gonna make up a lie to make it seem less weird but my mouth opened without hesitation and said 'ever since I laid eyes on you I just knew there was something but I didn't know if you felt the same so I held back.'

She smiled and couldn't stop blushing 'I'm flattered, completely and utterly flattered. I never knew you liked me like that, well not entirely anyways' she said with the biggest grin on her face. Her smile was so beautiful I died of love every time she smiled in my direction.

She seriously couldn't like me she smiled with everyone but somehow it felt... different. I got lost every time we spoke, did I over analyse a smile? Seriously you're better than this! She has morals she can't like you there's just no way.

'I'm sorry it's so out of the blue but I couldn't hold it in much longer and now that this sorta thing is accepted I went for it. I'm tired of people judging me by the way I look, I think it's time people looked at my heart not my sexuality.' I revealed in hope she'd understand.

'I don't understand you're so different to anyone I've ever met but have you always liked other girls?' She said confused beyond belief. 'Yes i always have and probably always will.'

She smiled but bigger this time and I locked lips with her for the last time knowing nothing would come from it. 'I understand' she said to me. She then forced her beautifully shaped lips onto my fragile ones. I was shocked but I didn't want it to end, so I pushed it on further and before I knew it we were rolling in the grass. I never felt so complete in my life.

'But I thought we couldn't do this because...' She put her finger gently across my lips signalling silence and I didn't dare disagree. 'Is this a dream? Pinch me if it is' I said through my barricaded lips and she did as I asked. She then said 'you talk too much, just right now, in this moment forget who we are and what we've done and kiss me.'

I was not going to turn that offer down, she was right this can't happen again but right now I'm hers and she's mine. We rolled about in the grass for minutes, hours, just fooling around with each other, our lips barely breaking in the entirety of the time we were together.

She was perfect, I worshipped her, her body was a temple compared to my body which I liked to call a shanty town. I couldn't stop she was a drug which I was addicted to and had been for so long but now I could act on that.

Her emerald green eyes completed my deep blue ones she was so beautiful I couldn't resist. It progressed over time and my high-top shoes touched her elegantly designed converse. 'Come back to my place' she said sucking in air after our never ending kisses. I confidently replied with 'I thought you would never ask.'

She grabbed my hand and we ran back to hers which was literally just round the corner and we entered her house out of breath but that didn't stop us. As soon as the door closed the making out continued getting harder and more indulgent every second. Her strawberry lipstick became faded over time but her perfume stayed as dominant as before.

She pushed me against the wall and forced deadly kisses onto my lips but I couldn't resist even if my life depended on it. I wanted her so bad and now that I had her I was not letting go anytime soon. The perfect curves of her body became intertwined with mine as this passionate warfare continued.

She forced me closer and closer to the bedroom but I pulled us away from it knowing it couldn't happen for her sake. We came into the lounge as we pushed each other around the walls and eventually onto the sofa. I broke away and said 'this can't happen it will ruin you, I just can't do that to you' she kissed my neck as soft moans left my bruised lips. I continued with what power I had left in me 'this can't happen'

We both said at the same time 'but I can't resist' she smiled at our synchronised reaction. We broke away from each other for seconds until the magnetism returned to our bodies and forced us together. We took turns kissing each others necks, hands, arms and lips. I fell back into the sofa taking her down with me as the sensation continued.

No. No. This can't happen and I won't let it for her sake, she can either lose me or her life and although I loved her I couldn't just let her throw her life away over a useless mutt like me. With one final kiss which I hoped would never end, I found enough strength to pull away from her and before I ran out of the house I whispered 'I'm sorry'

I didn't hear from her for days and it was probably best to be honest but we couldn't avoid each other for ever. I let it slide for those few days hanging with my mates but this time I was acting like the depressive one and everyone noticed and started asking questions until I ran out of there full belt.