Hi people this is a poem written by Max in the second book. It is meant to be an unsent letter, so Fang never got it in time to see Max make out with lozer Sammy Boy. Odd enough I wrote this last night. A four Pager on notebook paper. And I just got a boyfriend, wow, to me it sounds quite depressing, but then again I will never know. So put your hnnds up for my first ever poem! YAY!!
The Unsent Poem
By Max to Fang
I write this to you
with the light of my pen
my eyes tear up
of Anger
and grief.
I shouldn't have said
the things I said
Shouldn't have done
the things I had done
I'm sorry for what I did.
Anger washes through me
like an angry blanket
that won't forgive.
When I close my eyes
the sight of you and that girl
rolls across my brain
I should be her,
but the fear of rejection creeps slowly by.
I blink my eyes
and there goes a
tear.
One single tear
that falls down my face
with another following it
closer on its trail.
I know,
I should be
strong, brave,
But I am not,
not tonight,
or any other night.
When I think of
you holding her close
to your radiating body,
I'm scared to choose.
You and me?
or
me and me?
I would love
to choose
my first
choice, but unfortunately
rejection hurts.
Emotional Pain
hurts more than
a broken nose, ribs,
arm or leg. It
hurts more than
the physical pain
itself.
My unwanted eyelids
close upon me.
And that horrid picture is playing
over and over again,
like a broken recorder or CD
I watch her press her
lips to you,
and let her.
You purposefully
let that girl
push and shove
her way, directly
to your stone heart.
Your heart
should be
mine, and mine
yours.
But its not, and it
seems like it
never will be.
And to end
my rant
I say I would
love you,
But I can't
my broken,
crushed,
ripped apart heart
hurts to much
to even say
'I love you'
Even if it is true.
So its long, yeah I get it. But HEY it gets to the point, the heart, ouchy...
review... I may do Fangs poem, but I'm not to sure. I feel so poematic today... odd