**WARNING** MENTION OF RAPE BUT NOT GRAPHIC AND JUST THE WORD! **WARNING**

A/N: Hehehehehe! Here is another new BH 90210 story! My drugged mind just won't turn off… Ok so this story will be a bit different than all my other stories… The whole B/D/K triangle didn't happen and Brenda and Kelly are the best of friends in this story… I decided to try to let Kelly be nice! LMAO! Weeeee pain shots rule! LMAO! Even though the B/D/K triangle never happened it doesn't mean that Brenda and Dylan's relationship was all sunshine and roses!

Disclaimer: I don't own BH 90210… Well heck I don't even own the smurfs in my room!

Brenda couldn't believe that in about four days she would be graduating. She was very excited and she still hadn't told anyone that she had been accepted into the University of Minnesota. She hadn't made up her mind if she was going to go there or not. She couldn't stop her eyes from flicking over to Dylan who was standing and talking to some girl. She felt the pain in her heart from seeing him with someone else and turned around and walked away.

She smiled at Brandon and said, "Tell everyone I'll see them tomorrow. I'm going to skip the Peach Pit tonight. I just can't handle it right now."

Brandon looked over Brenda's shoulder and saw Dylan with the girl and gave his sister a nod and a hug. "Don't worry Sis I'll cover for you. If you need to talk you know where to find me at."

Brenda nodded and took off. She heard Dylan call her name but she ignored him and kept on walking. God he truly was a piece of work she thought to herself. She shook her head and made the decision to go out tonight instead of staying in like she has been. She was tired of being lonely and of hurting all the time. She figured if Dylan could find someone else then so could she.

She went home and listened to some music for a couple hours and then looked up when she heard a knock on her bedroom door and she saw her brother standing there. "What can I do for you Brandon?"

Brandon walked in and said "Are you sure you won't come tonight? You can't let him ruin your life Brenda. You need to show him that you don't care what he does anymore."

Brenda smiled. "Oh believe me Brandon I know that now. If it makes you feel better I am going out tonight just not to the Peach Pit. I decided I'm going to go out on my own."

Brandon looked at Brenda and sighed. "If you're sure Brenda. You call me if you need anything at all and be careful."

Brenda stood up and hugged Brandon and said, "Go I'll be fine Brandon. I'll call you if I need you for any reason. Now go so I can get ready."

Brandon nodded and left Brenda to get ready. He wasn't sure why but he had a bad feeling. There wasn't anything he could do but he knew that he would keep a close watch on his cell phone tonight.

Brenda got ready and then went and asked her Mom and Dad to borrow their car and then left. She wasn't sure where she was going but she knew she needed to get out of the house. She drove around for a while and then decided to try a dance hall she had heard one of the girls in her English class talking about. She found it and parked the car and headed in.

She was having a good time and dancing when a guy came up to her and started dancing with her. At first she didn't think anything of it and just went with the flow. She was having fun and for once her heart didn't feel as if it had stopped beating. She didn't realize that the guy was taking it as something that it didn't mean. Soon she found herself being pulled off the dance floor and down a deserted hallway. She tried to scream as the guy pushed her up against the wall and started kissing her. She closed her eyes and wished herself anywhere but here while he did what he did. When she tried to fight him off he beat on her until she was limp.

She laid there for several minutes after the guy left and until a girl came down the hall and saw her laying there. Her whole body was hurting and she heard the girl yell for someone to call an ambulance and then she saw nothing but darkness.

She came back too in the ambulance on the way to the hospital. She freaked out at first but calmed down when she saw that the men who were with her were wearing uniforms.

"Miss, can you tell me your name and your age?" a medic asked.

Brenda swallowed and then whispered "Brenda Walsh and I'm eighteen."

The medic nodded and said "Can you tell me what happened?"

Brenda slowly nodded and she said "I was raped."

The medic looked down and sure enough showing signs of the rape and radioed in that they were going to need police officers to meet them at the hospital. He then looked back down at Brenda and gave her a reassuring smile before he started checking her over somewhat.

Soon they were at the hospital and unloading Brenda from the ambulance and a Doctor said "What do we got?"

"Eighteen year old female beaten and raped. Her blood pressure is low as well as her oxygen stat." the Medic said.

The Doctor looked down "Hi I'm Dr. Benson can you tell me your name?"

Brenda licked her lips and said "Brenda Walsh."

Dr. Benson nodded and said "Alright Brenda we're going to take you into a room and look you over. Is there someone we can call for you?"

Brenda thought for a minute and then gave her brother's name and his cell phone number.

The Doctor nodded and whispered to a Nurse "Call her brother and let him know. I'll do a rape kit on her and then we'll let the Police officers that just walked in talk to her."

The Nurse nodded and ran off to do as she was told.

Ok Katie here! I loved it babe! That was amazing. Now, I know everyone is reading this, so please review and let Crys know how she did. And please keep in mind that she wrote this to help her through a difficult time in her life, so please be nice. Thanks! Peace!