I felt numb. There was nothing left of me. My name is Isabella Swan; I am 17, and dead, so to speak.
I looked over at the two people I love more than anything. Could tell them anything, my brother Jacob and Jasper. They were fighting, so far nothing too bad just words, a lot, too many.
I could feel the tears coming, almost falling from my eyes. This wasn't what I had planned. If Victoria would have kept her mouth shut, none of this would have happen.
I look over at her. She wears her smile like a dead animal, proud of her cruelty.
She planed this whole thing. I want to go over to her, pull her red hair out, something, anything.
Two people that meant so much to me, that meant so much to each other, could do this, all for that cheap whore. It didn't make sense to me.
I blinked and a tear ran down my cheek.
Emmet ran in between the two boys. Told them both to walk away, they argued but eventually gave in.
It was time I left; this wasn't where I wanted to be. I made Jacob pinky promise me he would text me if Jasper said anything or if he did anything.
As I walked down the busiest street in forks counting the amount of people I walked past. It had become a type of ritual. When I came to my street I had counted 8. Wow that's a lot for a Monday at only 5. And I didn't even count the other side of the street as well.
I sighed as I open the front door of my white house. I felt the numbness coming back, slowly, and painfully. My heart started to throb and my knees quivered.
I sat down on my bed, and welcomed the sleep that came at ease.
*please take a moment to glance around the room you are in while Bella sleeps.*
I woke up even more tired then what I was before. I took a glance at my phone and realized it was only 9..Oh shit, Jasper.
Flashback:
I walked into town after school, was bored and nothing better to do. Alice skipped next to me and after a while I joined in to.
I had been texting Jasper all day now and he was on his way to see me.
*beep, beep*
I grabbed the phone out of my pocket.
To Bella:
I'll be in soon. See you later bub
From Jasper.
To Jasper:
Okay, see you then. 3
From Bella.
My smile grew, Jasper was like my brother. I could tell him anything and he trusted me too. He was my best friend my worst enemy and sometimes just an idiot.
We were almost at the park when I got another text.
To Bella:
Got to get my stuff from Jacobs, he kicked me out.
From Jasper.
To Jasper:
Okay, wait why did Jacob kick you out?
From Bella.
To Bella:
I will explain when I get there okay darling?
From Jasper.
I slipped my phone back into my bag and skipped along with Alice. I was a little upset that Jasper was going to be longer but oh well.
We arrived at the park soon after.
Person after person told me that Jacob and Jasper had a fight because of Victoria.
As soon as I heard her name I shuddered.
It was her fault, of course.
*end of flash back*
Shit! Jasper doesn't have a place to stay.
To Jasper:
Where are you staying tonite? Call if you can.
Sorry that I didn't get to see you much, today.
Xx
From Bella.
To Bella:
I will call soon.
From Jasper.
*phone rang*
"hello?"
"hey its Jasper." I could hear other people in the background.
"Where are you? Like where are you staying tonite?"
"I think I'm staying at Leah's. I don't know."
"uh- Jacobs going to Leah's, be careful."
"Y-yeah I will, don't worry about me Bella. I will be fine. Can I come to your house, I'm drunk and Jacobs on his way with a heap of people.
"Your drunk?"
"Maybe..." he said it in a tone that I could tell that he was. "I love you Bella. "
"I love you too."
I hung up. I felt a tingle threw my whole body. Why did life decide to fuck me over?
To Bella:
You do mean a lot to me even if I am an idiot most of the time.
From Jasper.
I love you Bella.
His voice imprinted in my mind.
To Jasper:
Well I will see you soon.
Wait when are you coming to mine?
I make up the pull out couch for you.
Text me love.
;)xx
From Bella.
To Bella:
I'm on my way see you soon bub.
Is your dad home?
From Jasper.
To Jasper:
No will be back tomorrow, lunch time.
I have school you can walk me there then do whatever you have to,
then come get me at the end of the day.
3
From Bella
I thought about it. Jasper was going to be staying at my house, my house. Fuck, and Jacob my brother was fighting with him, smart one Bella.
To Bella:
I'm out the front...let me in?
From Jasper.
I ran to the front door.
"Jasper!" I threw my arms around him and he lifted me off the ground and swung me around. I played with his honey-comb hair. He let me back down on the ground and I looked into his emerald green eyes.
He was gorgeous. Not he was fucking sexy.
We sat down on the couch and he took hold of my hand, "Bells, we need to talk,"
...
End.