A/N: Okay Everybody I am taking over this story for TheOriginalUser who gave me permission to continue the story for her! I am going to keep the original chapters that she has and credit them to her! So starting from chapter 13 and beyond are going to be written by me CarganFever! I love this story of hers that I had to ask her permission if I could have it and she allowed me to have it! I am going to keep the chapters how they are because I like where she was going with them!

I watch the other boy sleeping in the bed across from me. His face contorts into a look of pain and he screams, his hands grip the bed sheets. His legs kick out at nothing. I flip my own blankets off of me and move to his side.

I pin down his arms and straddle his thighs, stilling his legs. His head thrashes and he squirms, trying to get me off of him. I hold onto him.

"Carlos!" I cry, "Carlos! Please wake up!" I replace the rough, demanding lips of his nightmare with my own. Gently trying to bring him from his self made hell.

I no longer have help in these actions. The others can't handle it.

They wear earplugs and sleep on. I know they see how it kills me too. The fear that his nightmare will come back grips my heart. I lose sleep even on nights when he doesn't toss and turn and scream, waiting, wondering. Was I wrong? Will it happen?

His entire body relaxes and I let go of his arms, letting them wrap around me.

He pulls me close.

"Logan." He breathes, tears staining my shirt, "I-I'm so sorry."

"No, no. Carlos, look at me." I pull away and force him to meet my eyes, "This is not your fault. There is nothing for you to be sorry about. Oh, God, baby, don't you ever think this is on you." My own tears fall, mixing and sliding down his cheeks.

"Look at you." His hands move from my back to my face, wiping away the saltwater. "You haven't slept in weeks because of me." He looks away, hands dropping to my thighs. "We should never have-"

"No! No! God no! Carlos Garcia, you look at me right this instant. It was supposed to happen, okay? And we're all the better for it. I love you." My hands move into his hair and I kiss him again.

"I love you too Logan."

"If I have to wake you up every night for the rest of my life because we had sex, it was so well worth it."

"But to be safe? Can we wait a while before we do it again?"

"Of course." I kiss him one last time before making myself comfortable at his side.

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Wow…short first chapter is short lol

Stay with me? This gets good!